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I am a Mac user now. i bought my very first MacBook yesterday! *clap clap*

well, i was influenced by Ivan, the Mac addict, who is also the junior sales in Machine @Sunway Pyramid. he always use his baby - his Mac to do all the graphic design as well as helping me with student council videos. the design and the fancy functions of Mac had grabbed my attention. compared to the other laptop that i used, (currently im using compaq), Mac is definitely taking over them, especially its appearance. it is WHITE! white indicate purity and sophisticated to me. i admit that the main reason i got addicted to Mac is because of the white design. i realise that i always captivated by those white color technology appliances. like my phone, a white w580i.

but normally, i will just stare at his Mac without second thought because MacBook is not that "economical" for me. what happened was, there's a sale in conjuction to the one year anniversary in Machine @ Sunway Pyramid. the refurbrished unit for MacBook cost only RM2799! can u see that? it is only 2000+ instead of RM3000 something! chiausim and i were tempted! because both of us always seek help from Ivan for all the design works. and somehow we felt guilty because all those are student council thingy but Ivan is not even member of student council! by the way, MacBook is much more glamour and artistic compared to the rest. so we came up with an excuse that our current laptops are senior citizens which can hardly function properly. (which is also a truth) and finally, WE BOUGHT MACBOOK!

dang! our MacBook!


i keep dreaming about my new baby from the day i just bought it. maybe i don't look that excited, but somehow my blood is pumping fast and adrenaline is rushing within me! i am extremely EXCITED!!!i was trying my very best to control my excitement and hormones. i can't use MacBook now because at the moment i start playing with it, i will be distracted from my studies. and finals is coming! how can i procrastinate?! so, solemnly i put my baby into its box, and insert it into the plastic bag. after that i hide it under my study desk. i havta keep my eyes away from it, otherwise my studies will be hanging on the air, and i can even foresee my result if i don't concentrate on my studies. i havta remind myself that, after finals, i can do whatever i like with my baby! so Mac is not only my new companion in college, but also my motive to keep me studying!

i really Can't wait to use it!

and now, i wana assure that, i am proud to be a Mac USER!*smile*

signing out to study! wish me all the best!

Alcohol

i drank alcohol for the very first time in my life this afternoon. surprise? yeah i felt the same too! thanks to ella, amelia, abu they all.

this afternoon, i was very very upset. really. something bad happened in the morning, i don't wana recall the memories any more. it's just too...how to say? the criticism which was more than my capacity. and i really felt tired, or exhausted. commitment is not the main criteria, attitude of people is worse than ever. i felt tired, really tired. and what you can guess is, i cried again.

i can barely stop crying this time. i had withstand all the things throughout the semester and finally i burst into tears. it was actually a good thing, because i cried instead of behave aggressively. whenever i tried to stop, another person will come and ask, "why you cry?", and the tears will shed again. this routine was repeated for 3 or 4 times today, i couldn't really remember.

what happened next was, i followed ella to her unit in sunway together with amelia, mabeline, felicia, abu and ivan. they all played with ella's puppy, which is very cute and noisy (but i didn't dare to touch him, please la, i afraid of dogs k? even he is a small puppy, he is still a dog!). so i was screaming around and hide behind anyone's back, and prayed that the puppy will never approach me. but abu, he purposely asked the puppy to get me. for no special reason the puppy was damn obedient. he kept approaching me! maybe he found interesting because somebody was running away from him and screaming non stop.

i was very tired because i cried a little too much, i felt emo as well. so they passed me the blueberry flavor alcoholic drink. hey, it's tasty k? it doesn't taste like alcohol, because it consists of only 5% alcohol. it tastes more to juice or soda. i drank only one quarter of the bottle (how much is one quarter of 275ml? count yourself) then i felt dizzy. seriously, headche and dizzy at the same time. so i fall asleep.

i wana insist that i wasn't drunk! i just felt headache and sleepy because i cried. so abu, stop teasing me k?

YOUTH BEATS is over!!

YOUTH BEATS finally end!!! after few months of preparation, this talkshow turned out to a blast and major success!

first of all, i will start with my story the day before the talkshow. chiausim stayed over at my unit because the next day we must be in the college at 7.30am. so in the evening, she wan me to accompany her to buy formal shirt to be worn on talkshow. as she has only the 101 shirt and wear it a lot of times for her presentations? nevermind, after helping a little to decorate the lobby for talkshow, we way up to sunway. in the meanwhile, i feel like i am more to a mother than a friend who suppose to give her advice. after she has chosen one shirt, she straight away pay it and wana leave without checking it.

"wait! let me check got dirts or any torn out or not?" i said
checking checking...
"hey here's a little bit dirty, do you have new ones?" i asked salesperson.
RELUCTANTLY, he gave me the new one. checking checking...
"hey here also quite dirty..."
another new one, and found dirt again. change!!
that person was quite furious and impatient d. i saw he was trying to control his anger. so what? I AM THE CUSTOMER!
at the end, she finally bought her so-called "Clean" shirt after opening 3 packs of new shirts! i am more likely to behave as a mother than a friend man!

after that, we went back to college to take our things. *actually funny things happened when we were waiting for the bus! for more information, check: kisiaounited.blogspot.com* and we felt tired, so sat in SC for a while. KONONNYA for a while, we actually sat there for half an hour. and kept talking about our high school life. very funny, suddenly recalled of our GENIUS FRIEND. then keep guessing how they study last time. when we suddenly realised that we had been stayed in college for too long, it was RAINING HEAVILY! but we still have to go back casa right? so chiausim with miniskirt and heels ran with me in the rain. n felt so sorry for our gen psy book. in order to protect us from some of the happy raindrops, they had sacrificed their last page. the last page was all WET and gonna torn soon. sorry to justin's and leonard's book.

by the way, we still kept talking last night. we were so bored that she turned on webcam with ivan. then 3 of us were like ohh, very boring la. what are you doing? those kind of stuff. chiausim was being extremely emotional. from very happy, kept laughing to damn angry and keep saying the F-language. and come back to hyper kisiao after lett drop by my unit. we took very funny pictures and videos. *anything please check kisiaounited.blogspot.com, we upload pictures there.* and watch funny videos in youtube. hence, we slept at 2am++ and woke up at 6am. it was really a difficult task for me to wake up. we actually snoozed for at least half an hour. and we were using the same ring tone!*it's avril lavigne's girl friend, excuse me it's only coincidence!* we always have the similar thoughts and do the same thing together. then we woke up with seriously swollen eyes! haha

reaching college around 7.40am. sorry for the Malaysian timing. im just too proud to become a Malaysian therefore i follow our culture. haha, michelle was already there. taking attendance and our tag. everyone is wearing very formal today! girls dressed up with miniskirts, heels and make up!!there's a lot of hot chicks in my class! while for guys, most of them looked like salesman with the ties! nicholas they all reached college 9 sumthing. before i got into my place to start working, i still managed to take pictures with them. nah, narcissistic ma!

i was the time keeper for the talkshow, so do michelle. our job is, sitting right in front of the stage , remind the speakers about the limitation of time. we had to show the cue cuts with " WRAP UP" , "5 MINUTES LFET" & "10MINUTES LEFT". hence, we had to pay full attention throughout the talkshow no matter it is a boring one or interesting one. EFFECTIVE LISTENING.
there!my cue cuts！from left: michelle, jojo chiausim with "WRAP UP" cue cuts!

first 2 speakers were JFK and Joel Neo with the topic: youth today. they shared about their experience deal with youths, opinion about PDA- public display of affection and so on. this was a good beginning for the talkshow because JFK can speak very well and humorous (Hitz. FM DJ ), while Joel Neo even he can't speak as well as JFK, his model body figure gain himself some marks! omg, he look like one of the korean artist whom i can't remember his name!
HE'S HOTTTTTT!!!

as what i said, he's HOT!!especially the deep dimple on his face when he smiled!!oh no, he's unavailable!

i worked very happy for the very first part of the talkshow. but, starting from the second part, i felt sleepy. okie, i know i know, Dr. Zaitun is our honor guest, but her way to deliver information was too idealistic, or rather too scientific. she's a psychologist and also a phd holder for hypnosis analysis. so she explained narcissistic generation with her psychologist's view that...err, i don't want to say, it will be offense. and anyways, one of our speaker couldn't make it today without any reasons! i really hate those who are unable to keep their promises! last minute, our savers: DR STEVEN(our head of department) came to save us! he was one of the mysterious guest after our host mentioned about the absence of the speaker. at least his appearance did not let the whole talk turned out to a bored one. last but not least, i had to mention about our host a.k.a our classmate - ANDREW NETTO! he was a really really great host! he was able to make everyone in the house to pay attention and humorous! he was like doing one man show! and thanks to him, our talkshow did not seem very messy due to the last minute absence of speaker. and how could i forget? LUCILLE!!she is the chairman for the talkshow, eerr okie, chairwomen. i don't wana have stereotype. she was an organized leader that gather everyone together to run this talkshow and make a major success for the show. she was not only a leader, she was already upgraded to a emotional support for everyone. when everyone was frustrated over something, she was there to chill everyone; when i felt demotivated for my fund raising project, she was the one who supported me all the way! thanks lucille, you are the best leader that i had ever met! and i hope i can be like you in the future! ROLE MODEL!!haha, special thanks to lett too! she did help a lot in my own fund raising project. and cheer me up when i felt gloomy. thanks lett!

the talkshow end. im gonna miss everyone. as what our classmate wrote, a bond named FRIENDSHIP had attached on everyone. i did not know any of the seniors in my previous sem, but i knew them now and worked together with them! i will miss the days!! thanks everyone!

MUET is over!

finally, MUET is over!!whoo-hoo!!~~ *clap clap*

this morning i was sitting for the remaining 3 papers of MUET, reading, writing and listening. early in the morning,(yeah very very early) i had to sit for the reading test. bloody donkey, there was about 6 or 7 passages which were SUPER DUPER LONG! excuse me, everyone was just waking up, maybe some were rubbing their eyes in order to keep them awake (okie i admit, i am one of them). the reading test was pretty tough i think. the questions were not straight forward, and as what i said, the passage was very long that i distracted or swayed away half way i read it. suffering man, my eyes were so painful and going to close while reading. i think they have to change the system that either writing or listening come first. i mean those which don't need too much attention in reading. okie, after simply answering the reading test, comes to writing and listening. in my opinion la, both of these were quite easy compared to the reading test. my writing part finished 10 minutes earlier than the expected time, still got time to count how many words i wrote haha. maybe got a lot of inspiration at that time. lucky. i crap a lot as usual, and i guessed i had written 800 plus yeah man. hopefully not too many grammar mistakes. listening was rather easier than we practiced in college. the format changed a little, that we were required to fill in the blanks instead if just MCQ questions. i think this is better, coz the question will be more straight forward. relax relax i thought *smile*. hopefully, i can get band 4 lo, if no i can't also blame anyone. bcoz i didn't really prepare for MUET, the day before i even dozed off at 10pm! what happened had happened. just wait for it...

anyways, i learned something new in the reading test. there was one particular passage mentioned about a book entitled: Women who think too much. just wana share with you guys.
there's 3 types of thinking too much:
1. chaotic overthinking. : when you leap from anxious-making topic to anxious-making topic. worry about too many things that are actually not about to happen.

2. rant-and-rave overthinking. when some slight preys on our mind and we get angrier and more upset, imagining what we will do or say no to perpetrators, ringing up our friends and moaning about them, full of wounded pride and righteous fury.

3. life-on-their-own overthinking. : involves feeling low and then imagining it's because you feel down that you have no friends, and soon you will be sacked from work because you are so revolting, and so on until you have imagined yourself living outside the castle walls in a cardboard box.

hopefully none of you all suffer from these overthinking symptoms. by the way, my pencil case just got stolen yesterday. stupid fellow, he opened my bag when i was squezzing to get on bus. my purse and pencil case were putting at the same place. luckily he was a stupid one, or else now my purse will also gone. but that was my favorite pencil case that followed me to all the important exams like PMR, SPM and finals. my favorite pens also lost!!seriously donkey!!!

tons of work to do

i have many things to do right now. study for finals, presentation, forum, debate, play, cheerleading and so many things more!!!

im getting so tensed and can't stop myself from being lazy. i mean, not really very lazy, but to do things at last minute. i wasn't getting very good marks for my gen psy mid term, because i misjudged the essay question, so loss 5 marks over there. although my overall marks are still 13 over 15, i was not satisfied. not because i wana compete with other people, i felt angry of myself. i guessed i have been underestimated the subjects since i got the highest mark for my first quiz, so i didn't put so much effort as what had i done for the first quiz. can't blame anyone isn't it? so i havta start off my engine now!!! 5 chapters for finals!!

neways, i feel all the works are on my shoulder now. can u imagine? im gonna have 3 presentation, 1 debate, 1 speech and an assignment of minimum 1200 words on the same week! what is this man? i will get psycho some day, sooner or later i guess.

i would like to upload my pictures in GMC, but too bad, it takes years to upload. so, just forget about it!haha

Global Music Carnival

AVES's girls!!!before make up, look so NATURAL~~
sorry for the late update of Global Music Carnival. i was kinda busy over my studies past few days, yeah, straight away continue my studies the day after GMC. before i start off with, GMC was really a blast for everyone!!impressive and wonderful! that's the feedforward message, or rather a preview of my story as below.

okie, on 1st of November, we would have our rehearsal on 1.30pm on the stage. but i couldn't sleep up too late, because kinda used to the daily routine that woke up at 7.15am everyday. so i reached college around 11.30am, two hours before the rehearsal. it was already very crowded, because the rest of GMC people were busy setting booth for their respective cultures. jess they all in china booth, nicholas in spain, lett in dutch and many many more. i saw them busy putting up their costume, arrange their master piece, and passed the excitement around. i wasn't that excited at the morning, but they all spread their exhilaration to me, and i feel EXCITED too! finally, on that night, im gonna perform!!

after a few practices, we were called up to make up at 4th floor. make up artist and hairs stylist were sponsored. we went up, changed into our cheer uniform and started to sit on the chair for make up. damn it! i have never tried this before, even my previous grand performance, they would never make up for so long!!! i was like, lifting my head on the air, stared at the make up artist who was concentrating in concealing my dark circles and started to dream. very very super long!!!i sat there for at least 20 minutes if im not mistaken. but luckily it was a good one, or else i rather jump down from 4th floor. my eyes looked extremely BIG, which is a good thing haha. after that, a so-called "MIRACLE" happened. i was wondering how the hell my hair can be done? so short and so resilient, as it will barely spike even with lotsa wax. HOWEVER, miracle did happen! the awesome-est hair stylist made it! she set my hair and it looked great. aiks, i dono how to describe, but a picture will say a thousand words. a big big hand to them!!!
after my make over. amazingly my hair can spike like this man!!but i look like 20 over, or some auntie who is going to attend wedding.
JOJO and jean (after make up)
jess and jojo after make up!
jojo and wailoong after make up
jojo n wen shern after make up
yayy, ah nic kor kor and jojo
JOJO , leit and christine. after the performance.

stretched, stretched and STRETCHED! we kept doing this while waiting for our turn. i had no idea how was the routine down there, because we were getting nervous. i prayed inside and felt a little better. wen shern's girl friend was here too. i felt a little sorry, or more to embarrass, because i danced the couple dance with wen shern in the cheer and i was afraid that she will jealous or something. how if she come and slap me, say that: "how dare you touched my boy friend?!" imagination flied through my mind, and.......NOTHING happened.

finally, it's our turn. we went down by VIP elevators. and noticed that actually only half of the venue was filled. nevermind, we will still perform even left only one audience. after waiting for years (the indian traditional dance before us was...too artistic and slow...), it's our turn to get on stage! i realized that whenever i got nervous, i tend to smile a lot. so it happened again, by the time i just stepped on the stage, my confident boosted and felt calmer like no after. i could see my friend stood just in front of the stage and cheered for me. i smiled. soon the music played, very LOUDLY and aroused the crowd!!we had done it well. everyone did their very best, girls shook their ass as much as they can, be even sexier than we used to be and the crowd ROAR!!!whoo-hoo~~i felt blissful because i didn't fall at the last stunt, the shoulder stunt. as i had muscular pain on my tight. luckily everything went fine.

last but not least, the climax of the night!! after i changed my uniform, but still wearing the super duper short cheer mini skirt, i joined my kisiao gang at the dance floor. the band was actually nothing, the PA system was great. everyone was very high and danced as in clubbing. i realized that May was really a seducing dancer that she used all her body language to lure guys. whoa, i felt *swallow my saliva* even im a girl man. tiffany did the same too. but not too much like May did la. haha, after that, Kristy and Jason, my daddy and mommy danced the couple dance, my daddy damn shy and didn't even dare to hold my mommy's waist. she was like shouting (because the music was too loud) "HOLD ME TIGHT!" wow, everyone turned their head to them. akaka, the floor was meant to be ours, i mean our kisiao united gang. most of the audience left after our cheer performance, so no much people left. all were our gang, sarah's gang and a few gang which was quite happening. we danced, screamed, shouted and many more. found that most of them have potential to become diva, haha i discovered their blind self. next time kisiao united should organize such event like this. and i won the RM300 M.A.C cosmetic set!(allow me to skip the procedure how i won it. feel damn shy when thought of this haha) but i gave to Kristy this morning, because my daddy said that she wanted it DESPERATELY and i dun really need it. so yeah, i gave her the valuable set. and yeah, the last band of the night: BUS COMPANY was really awesome! like what ivan said, he never expected a college band to be so great, so do i. especially the drummer, even i dun really understand music, i knew that the drumer played well. smooth flow of beating the drums and looked so confident!!michelle said i could take picture with him as he was her friend. but end up i forgot, wasted! the whole thing end with dance floor. aaron n sean "suffle" (i dono how to spell it, apologize...) the only thing i can do was an O-shaped mouth. haha, they tried to pull me in their circle to dance as well. i did for a while and got very very exhausted. dono how they had such good stamina.

in a nutshell, haha GMC was A NIGHT TO REMEMBER!! actually without the crowd (left only around 30 or 40 people) who enjoyed, screamed and shouted throughout the event, it would never be a success! still thanks to those who sacrificed a lot for this event and thanks for their contribution!thanks thanks thanks!!

before i end, please do not forget about YOUTH BEATS!!our talkshow people!!i havta sell 5 tickets!!and 5 tickets are still lying happily in my wallet. so anyone wana come, just let me know k?and please support!!please please please!!rm3 per ticket and rm5 for 2 tickets!!


**actually more and more pictures c0ming in, im too lazy to upload all of them once. be patient, video be uploaded soon!!!