Saturday, June 5, 2010

change of blog url

hmm..i'm not sure whether do u read this. if u do, thanks for ur courage to ignore the attack notice before u enter my page. i have no idea what happened to my blog url, and defintely i do not attack people, nor i contain information that attack people. sobb...emo!

anyway, another link to my recent stories. or, my latest blog url: HERE!

see u guys there! xoxo~

Friday, May 14, 2010

fraser hill


Fraser Hill Photography trip! short to say, it was joyful! funny! and i got some prettie prettie shotsss!!!!

it was 10 days ago actually. and i was lazy to update, because editing the photos is tiring. hahaha

btw, i didn't know that it was only 1 hour and a half hour journey. all the while i thought it must be further than that! and i LOVE going up HILLS! it was windyyy!!!! me likey!

WINDDDYYYY!!!!

and some camwhore pictures! HOHOHOHO~

and then we pass by the Selangor dam on the way up to Fraser Hill. so, under the freaking hot sun, we stop, and took some nice landscape pictures.


Just look at the sky! don't u think it looks abit like the sky in UP? Malaysia do have beautiful sky like this!

i love the buildings up there! so Frenchie (my word) and look so romantic. i wana have my wedding here muahahahaha! in Alice's Fleur restaurant! with banyak banyak flowers.

okie la i was being a bit over excited, don't really like flowers BUT it was preetiiieee up there!


see? it was so prettie. white chairs. white table. OMG romantic gillleeerrrrr!

Alice and my white dreamy restaurant! actually she belongs here, she loves flowers!

flowers everywhereeeee!

and then, we drove down to a waterfall 4km from Fraser Hill to take some modeling shoot. and my camera running out of battery! WHYYYY????

The waterfall!

okie la, actually i don't really like this place. one, the waterfall isn't that beautiful, as compared to Chilling waterfalls. the water was polluted due to the construction. the water was muddy and yellowish. YUCKS!

two, the watervapor from the waterfall made my lens damp. somehow my pictures look blurry and dreamy due to the watervapor. urgh!

The model Alice and the ugly waterfall!

some scandalous scene happened beside the waterfall too!

Ivan, the teletubbies! and Aewan's hair was disturbing hehe.

everyone is exhausted taking photos in the waterfall. then Mr. Francis spotted one abandoned wooden house. it looked spooky...i didn't want to go in, because i felt uncomfortable inside there. particularly we didn't ask permission from err.."them". sigh, whatever la...

Alice in the Spooky house.

then my camera officially dead. no more nice shots sobbb...and u can see my photoshooting pictures here.


ladies and gentlemen, a completely random sitenote:

nothing to do with the trip. just personal preference. HAHAHAHA


ps: Im dark like Indon after my lagoon trippp!!!!!NOOOOOOOO!!!!!

Tuesday, May 11, 2010

iron man 2

iron man 2


macam yes hor? 

but the movie, sigh..i have one word to summarize it. CONFUSING.

i have never watched a movie like this before. staring at the screen for 2 hours, dazzled by the editing and high technology, but don't understand a single thing.

i do understand that he might die soon due to panadium ion (correct?) in his body, because it's poisonous. but err, i don't understand how would he be inspired by his father's inventions, and...discovered a new element that SOON?

i do understand that the pretty girl, which i have forgotten her name is supposed to work as some secret agent to help him or what-so-ever. but, i don't really understand the organization Avengers Initiative, and what's the whole purpose. why they wana recruit him? why they wana have a review on him? and why he has to become the consultant? (Baby told me that it's a organization for all superheroes, but hmm, and? so??...)

and the bad guy in the movie, Ivan Vanko who looks superb yeng in his iron-man-look-alike suit with 2 electric bolt, die like after they fight for...err...30 seconds? i think the scriptwriter is running out of ideas for 3 iron robots fighting against each other, so he simply put an ending to declare that iron man won the fight. yayy! happy ending!

gah! don't know how to review this stupid movie because i really don't understand it! call me noob. maybe superheroes movies are just not my cup of tea. besides, movies based on comics are purely to please the comic fans, rarely they will attract new fans through the movie.

i watched Iron Man 1 before. i love Robert Downey Jr. but he seems...blur in this movie. i used to like his performance in Iron Man 1 and Sherlock Holmes. at least he seems humane and attractive. in Iron Man 2, he had the same expression throughout the movie. i have to say, it's a waste for him.

also, i expect more fighting scene, but apparently the movie spent more time talking, dealing, partying and...sigh. i am speechless.

okie la. the weapons are surely a WOW factor, though i dono their names.

4/10.

ps: the above reviews are just my personal opinions. don't take it seriously, because movies preference are very subjective.

Monday, May 3, 2010

Ip Man 2

finally, Ip Man 2

i realize that the three movies are different genre! malay, US and now back to Chinese.

this film, is all about the master Ip Man. and basically the storyline doesn't really matter, the audience pay the ticket to see him fight only.


and he didn't let us down. Donnie Yen may not be a good actor, but he is definitely one of the good looking martial arts actor. he looked YENG! *drools*

i don't know how to review about this movie, because it is mostly about fighting. and actually u watch most of the best parts here. fighting was quite gan jiong, and ouch! i feel pain for them.



to review it critically, i think this movie fall into the same Chinese kungfu movie trap again. do u realize that, all these movies, they revolved around the main character fighting against the Western people/angmoh, in order to prove that the Chinese people are not weak?

and they will go on and on about the spirit of martial arts, the reasons they fight and dignity. all those craps are repeating in almost every movie. like Huo Yuan Jia in 2006 and others.

sigh, if they cut all those craps and focus more on the plot, the movie will be so much better.

not to say i am westernized or what, just that the audience who supported Mandarin or Hong Kong movies will find it repeating, and eventually we will get bored of the same storyline. the differences is only the characters and type of "kungfu" they are playing.

i kinda like Sammo Hung in the movie. it has been awhile to see him fighting in the movie. and it was really exciting to see two great martial arts actors fighting in the film. one of the selling point of the movie. the marketing strategy works. =)


haha, he's like double the size of Donnie Yen! see, we should not discriminate fat people! hmmmphh hint hint!

okie, i shall rate this 7/10.

on the other note, okie this is completely random. when all of us watched Ip Man 2 after my last paper last Thursday, Nicholas suddenly blurted:" Eh, Donnie Yen looks a bit like Abu la..."

then all of us started giggling in the cinema. after i did some research, they looked kinda alike! im serious! i swear, i didn't edited/overphotoshopped the picture okie!

don't u think they look alike? MUAHAHAHAHA...

Just that one look mature and more muscular, and the other one look emo abit, but younger!

even my mom also said they looked alike!!!

ps: but i still love u baby! =)

kick ass!

Kick Ass!

this is the most satisfactory movie watching experience that i had in 2010. an action comedy, directed by Matthew Vaughn, featuring Nicholas Cage and some other new faces in Hollywood.



The best always come to you when u least expect it.
this is what i have learnt in this movie.

the story was briefly talking about story of an ordinary teenager, Dave Lizewski, who sets out to become a real-life superhero calling himself Kick-Ass. Dave gets caught up in a bigger fight when he meets Big Daddy, a former cop who, in his quest to bring down the evil drug lord Frank D'Amico, has trained his eleven-year-old daughter to be the ruthless Hit Girl.

well, i thought it was a kiddy nonsense fighting movie, because apparently the name of the movie wasn't that appealing, and the poster...i dono what to say. as long as i really thought it must be another superhero movie again. im not a big fan of superhero movie.

yet this movie gave a huge twist in my perception! when the teacher started removing her bra (oppss) and when Hit Girl killed someone violently, i finally gain the interest in watching, because it is not a kids movie, it was totally unpredictable!

so as rotten tomatoes said:
Not for the faint of heart, Kick-Ass takes the comic adaptation genre to new levels of visual style, bloody violence, and gleeful profanity.

it has higher rate than "the losers", "clash of the titans" and "date night" too!


i think the director/scriptwriter/author of the comic has brilliant creativity. they can make a normal scene into something that will let all of us burst into laughter! my favorite was the part when Kick Ass and Red Mist was dancing to the song "Crazy" in RedMist Mobile.
 


they made fun of some superheroes movie too, in terms of the weapons, cars and others. 


many people (especially girls) will find the storyline lame and don understand why we like the movie. simple reason being, the movie gave us surprise all the time. sometimes lameness will pop out, and take u something to digest it. for example, they describe Kick Ass costumes as wearing a "green condom"!




it does look like a green condom hahaha wth


the eleven-years-old girl in the movie grabbed everyone's attention. it's kinda controversial for a young teen girl to act as a violent killing superhero. as far as i searched on the websites, many people was complaining that it is unethical for a girl to behave like that. but my opinion, it was just a movie dude. relax and chill! even cartoons and anime have violent blood splashing die horribly scene, u can't control a movie from having elements like that.


and she was really cool. watch this.


Kick Ass - Hit Girl



i foresee this girl (Chloe Grace Moretz) would have high potential in her Hollywood career! she is talented!


i rate this 9.5/10. yeah, because i really enjoyed this movie, and i clapped after the movie ended! see how devoted i was?

with no power, no responsilities
- Kick Ass -

Evolusi KL drift 2

Evolusi KL Drift 2.

yesh, it is a local production a.k.a Malay movie. Im not being racist, but i think everyone will assume that only Malay will watch Malay movies. but hey, if it is a nice movie, we shouldn't classify it under the racial category right?

like i said, it is an entertaining show, that made me laughed all night long in the cinema. so to say, it is definitely better than some Hollywood romance comedy.

just in case u don't know about the story, here's the synopsis i copied from a website. i didn't watch the first movie "Evolusi KL Drift", but the story is simple and kinda easy to be understood. not much of confusion.

Racing life between Zack and Sham has not ended yet. Zack, an illegal racer before, now is a professional drifter. After the accident, Sham no longer drifts because of his broken leg and has to walk with the help of crutches. Then comes a female professional drifter named Aleeya. Joe, who managed to escape from death from the accident, wants revenge on Zack. Joe's assistant Ery too wants revenge on Zack because his best friend Karl got locked up in jail because of him. Joe wants to monopolise the whole drug business syndicate in KL, where Inspector Kamal suspects him for crimes that involve deaths.

they started the movie with a catchy theme song, although i don't really like Malay songs, but that song was really catchy. and a little bit of "sing-along" song. haha, guess we got a new song in karaoke!



the things i like about the movie:
1. Sham is a good actor. i don't know how to define a good or a bad actor. but from i see, he is obviously better than Zack, the main character. oh ya btw, did i say that the main character in the movie is also the director of the film?

2. the racing scene was quite professional. racing on a street. racing in a factory near Port Klang. (haha, we recognize some familiar places in the movie!). it surprise me that the way they choreographed the racing scene are actually as good as those we watch in Hollywood films!

3. i think my BM improved a little bit. brings back some of the BM words which i have long forgotten. ex: didakwa = accused. and many more!

yet, some ridiculous/doesn't make sense part in the movie:
1. there's one character with long hair, looks like a mixture of Malay and Chinese. he is freaking weird. he speaks Malay with a typical Chinese accent. (lu jangan tipu gua). then when he speak Cantonese, he speak with a Malay accent! wth? a very random character i would say.

2. despite of their professional editing in the racing scene, when comes to lovey dovey romance scene, the director/scriptwriter was still a amateur. there was no chemistry between Zack and Aleeya though they were supposed to be a couple. they looked damn awkward together.

of course again, all those are my humble opinions. not everybody thinks the same as me. but i do appreciate the effort of the production team. i heard that in order to produce a real accident scene, they actually burnt down a couple numbers of cars!

and many people thought that local racing films must be staring Proton Wira, Saga, Waja etc. but....the impressive list of cars deployed in this film include a Nissan 350z, Nissan Skyline R34, Toyota Supra MkIV, Mazda RX7 FD3S, Nissan Silvia S13, Nissan Silvia S14 and a BMW e39 5 series!

so who says Malaysia not Boleh? who knows few years later we have Evolusi KL Drift 3 in 3D!

6/10.

ps: although it was really funny, i didn't dare to laugh loudly in the cinema, plainly because i was surrounded by all Malays and if i offended them, oppppsssss....

Friday, April 30, 2010

back!

halo! I am back! final is over!! LALALALALALALALA~


i just finished packing all my stuffs! well, i didn't have camera with me, and im lazy to take. so just visualize urself k? i got damn lotsa ka chang!

3 big full luggages of clothes

2 bags of shoes. (yesh, bags. i threw all of them into bags. actually i have many pairs of shoes, oppss)

2 big boxes of books and files

2 big big bags of food, utensils

1 big bag of BAGS.

1 luggage and few bags + boxes of miscellaneous things (shower gel, etc)

and 4 bags full of rubbish!!!!!


HAHAHAHA, i damn proud. i finish packing all these in 3 and a half hours. in between i went down 1st floor to steal paper box somemore WTH!

okie dokie. tomorrow is the day. finally the day that im moving out to a new environment! my new owner damn cute, they duplicated the keys for me, with an adorable Sunway Pyramid keychain (got lion wan hahaaha), because tomorrow when im moving in, they might have an appointment with the doctor. so cute! they trusted me even they don't really know me!!!!!


hahahahaha.  enough of nonsense. i wan eat something and go sleep. tomorrow is gonna be very busy

ps: Ip Man 2 was cool!

coming soon: Evolusi KL Drift 2, Kick Ass and Ip Man 2.

STAY TUNE! =)

Friday, April 16, 2010

random rants

phew, just completed the presentations that has stressed me for half a month. stupid subject with weirdo lecturer. urgh, not so satisfied with my performance today. whatever la, what have done is done. couldn't change anything. just pray for the A as for the effort that i have put in. *fingers crossed*

actually, i wanted to blog about the movie: Evolusi KL drift 2. which i think to me, it's a great accomplishment to watch Malay films in a cinema *yayy clapps!!!!!* and also, that movie is very entertaining in a sense. hehe, i will blog about this later. coming post i mean.

in the meanwhile, just some random stuffs la.

can see ar? before i wanted to navigate away from the page, it reminded me that i have a free gift! don't waste the chance!!! OMG like WTH BBQ HAHAHAHAHA

also, the over-popularity of twitter =  over capacity. it's only take a short while. but don't u think the graphic is so adorable? whale carried by twitter birds, and obviously it signify over capacity. genius la these people! hmmmphhhhh...

last but not least,


that's my desktop. and notice the two man? man + man equals to a gay-ish guy jumping in the picture! it's a bit of inside joke hehe.


alrighty. that's all for my update. going for earth day camp tomorrow. chao and tata~ i know u love me. stay tune to my review on Evolusi KL drift 2!

Wednesday, March 31, 2010

How to train your dragon

watched How to Train your dragon with baby last night. he wanted to watch KL Drift 2, but well, I won! okie la, next time i teman ya watch k?

movie review again.

I am always a big fan of an animation movie. i love to see how the animation and the graphic in the movie. so, enough said, this is definitely my cup of tea.

one thing i like about this is, the dragons and the background are kinda unique and interesting. for all the Hollywood movie, dragons have been the bad monster all the time. they emit fire, and get killed the next moment. so i guess, in order to change this default picture in everyone's head, the team had put in a lot of effort in designing the cute dragon so it could be acceptable and adorable.

and i gotta say, BIG EYES are always a weakness for me. i just cannot resist anything with big eyes. i have fetish with big eyes. big eyes ex bf, big eyes current bf, big eyes lion doll. and without exception, the big eyes dragon-Toothless got all my attention. i couldn't count how many times i had said "OMG SO CUTE!" in the cinema.

** Toothless is a mixture of a cat, a bat and a puppy. ruff rufff!

Don't know which country one. i think Japanese. Toothless looks superb cute here!!!!

moral values in this movie was quite meaningful too. listening to someone who is younger than u is not easy. we will always have this mindset that, oh you are younger, u gotta listen to me. in fact, different people from different generation, they develop things in different ways. so, i think in a way, this movie successfully portray that believing and having faith in someone, especially who is younger than u, it can make a difference. *cough* i think it somehow hint on my attitude recently. hahaha

anyway, another thing that is impressive is the Asian music found throughout the movie. sometimes i heard some ancient drum soundtrack, or some Chinese oriental music. correct me if im wrong. i find it pretty interesting. these people are so great to compose such wonderful things. awesome blossom!!!!

BUT, i wonder why there is difference in accent they are speaking. the old ones speak Scottish accent (if im not mistaken) but the younger one, they speak American accent! WHYY?


Big Fat dragon threatening the twins!


for an unknown reason, i have a certain level of dislike towards the female character Astrid in the movie. don't ask me why, i just find her annoying. in my opinion though. her hair, her face and etc. urgh. sorry la, if i offended anyone.

all in all, i rate it 9 over 10!


everybody loves awesome blossom movie!!!!


ps: after watching the movie, i had a weird dream at night. i dreamed that i saw a lion, with Garfield face. totally out of topic i know. but i strongly feel that it must have something to do the movie. i have vivid imagination hehe

Tuesday, March 30, 2010

relationships

just saw this quote from Jasmine's blog, that i find it meaningful.

Sometimes, I just feel that we should never put expectation in any relationship. When you expect too much out of a relationship, you may be hurt when the standards set are not met.

indeed. when we are settled down for a new identity, we will set up new standards for our partners. like what should they do. how should they behave. in a way, there is molding process, by molding the partners into some ideal person that u always want them to be.

when standards have not been met, we blame each other. we feel resentful. well, it may not apply to all of us. but it does apply to me.


as a bf, i want you to this and that
as a bf, you should behave like this and that
as a bf, you shouldn't do this and that to me


ain't that sound familiar?


i find that adhering to those rules set by myself is not as easy as it seem. every single person in this world is unique. nobody can force u to change anything. even the power of love. so to say.

day and day, i torture myself in the bubbles i made, grumbling to myself that what standards he had not met and how upset i was.

and frankly speaking. i'm tired of following the standards already.

so, i decided to set myself free. free from any expectations. free from any standards i made for myself and for him.


i truly hope things work out between us.

saw this interesting line as well: in 5 years time, will all these problems matter?


well, i don't think so. and i figure out, why bother much? just enjoy life!

Friday, March 19, 2010

Alice in Wonderland

guess my previous post scared some of my friends of there. "You look intimidating!" that's what they commented.

anyway, another movie review. Alice in Wonderland.


well, how do i start off with?

i wasn't quite satisfied with that movie frankly speaking. well, i purposely watched the Alice in Wonderland Cartoons (1951) on Youtube. and though i thought the cartoon was completely random, and out of focus, yet, it proves that it was much better than the hollywood version of Alice in Wonderland. 

reason being, one. the beginning part was a bit draggy. the part where Alice shrinking and growing out size has been unnecessarily long. she wasted many time in figuring out how to get through the small door. well, maybe that's the whole point of the movie. yet, it will make the audience to get bored, especially those who haven't watched Alice in Wonderland before. 

two, i simply don't like the girl who played as Alice. she was err...stiff. stiff in her facial expression, and her body gestures too. she can still look the same when she was happy and she was crying. did i over-exaggerate it? nah, i honestly think that many teen actress out there can be much better than her. but not Miley Cyrus please.

three, the whole movie has turned into the typical hollywood fantastic storyline. oh, the girl is the outsider, she is fated/predicted/ destiny/prophesy to be the CHOSEN ONE, who can rescue the whole nation. when i was watching, it really reminds me of Narnia. see, they both have white and red parties that are opponent on each other. they both have bizzare looking monster/creature in the war. well, maybe they just wana make the story to make sense after all? but, sorry fail max.

yet, i like certain characters in the movies too. though i'm kinda big fan of Johnny Depp but his Mad Hatter doesn't please me that much. like him in Public Enemies. =)
i like the red queen. Helena Bonham Carter. she was really good. what a mean queen, that was actually lonely deep inside her heart. i remembered she said that, it is better for people to awe u, instead of loving u. something like that, cnt really remember completely though.


awesome make up skills too! head 3 size bigger hahaha

and, i love the cat too! i couldn't stop laughing when the cat appeared on the screen, he looks more adorable compared to the cartoon version. he was just...wow...i don't know how to put in words. he's just too amazing! hahahahahaha. not to forget the twins. yet, they seem happier in the cartoons. they looked like they are suppressing their thoughts in this movie. like something is on their mind and they couldn't really be happy?



perhaps that's the style of Tim Burton. the movie was actually quite depressed. couldn't sense any merry in the movie, even after the victory. FabberWacken? nah, it didn't impact me much. 

overall, the movie is best if u can watch it at home, rather than watching in cinema. coz...at least when u r annoyed by the damn Alice in the movie, whom is like superb damn noob and stiff, u can skip her part, and jump to other scenes. 

i rate it 7 over 10.
i sound so mean! damn, too much of Gossip Girls. btw, it was all my humble opinion. and it's completely subjective. so yeahh...

Off the Heads!
- Alice in Wonderland -

Sunday, March 14, 2010

fake one

im supposed to work on my magazine layout today. FYI, we are doing on SUPERNATURAL, so the layout all those must look a bit spooky and creepy wan la...

then i wanted to try out hw to make some ordinary picture look ghosty, so i tried by using my old picture, a super hideous wan without make up.

there:


i know it's ugly so i put it very small. so imma gonna change it to some scary looking but yet pretty ghost! hmmm, that's what i think la hahaha

creepy not?
i actually also a bit scared by the effect. aiyerr, superb ghostly la tsk tsk...
luckily i did this in the morning, not midnight hahahaha...

alright, that's random update! few more assignments to go! YOOOOSSSSSHHHHHHH

midnight oil

it's 1.43am in the morning. the reason for me to stay awake is because, finally i have some inspiration for my case study assignment.

im not meant to show off, but i realize that when i have inspiration to do something, i can complete it in a rather fast speed.

for example, i have completed 70% of my assignment. 1500 minimum, and i already have 1927 words, excluding the references, headings and other craps! so it already reach 7 pages, and more is coming!

so cool huh?

alright, the whole point of me blogging here is to show off. and sorry to my friend that i cnt attend the seminar, because i really really need to get all my assignments done before due dates, i have MANY OTHER assignments waiting for me. MAGAZINE LAYOUT omg suck my blood to max weiiiii....


okie this is how i look now. sleep deprived and stress. sobbb sobbb...but duh, not with the thick make up!


btw, i finally is eat STEAMBOAT liao. yayyy! after several months! *slurps*

nity people! and im wondering why my "enter" button isn't working perfectly now? could it because i always key the button very hard? don't laaaaaa....

Thursday, March 11, 2010

Bukit TInggi

hey there! it was a busy week ahead. quiz. assignments. magazine design and etc. somehow i find that social loafing is extremely true, especially when i end up taking over the job where people don't wana do. sigh.

may i quote from Spiderman?

"With great power, you will have greater responsibilities,"

cheh, like i damn pro like that hahaha...something like that la. anyway, im gonna blog about my bukit tinggi trip last Saturday, the day which some dramatic happened in my house and im irritated by all the consequences.

so that day, i went Alice's house, without makeup, before we left to college. met Ivan at 1st floor, and have some camwhore sessions at Alice's place. Ivan was quite....impressed by how we look after and before makeup. coz, before makeup i was like shit, but after we are damn hott!!! wheeee~~~ should have taken some before and after photos.



showing off DSLR yo!!


then, Wern Shern fetched us to bukit tinggi, not in klang, but in Bentong. damn far okie. 72KM, 1 hour and 15mins. somemore when we were going up hills the petrol was like finishing and hit the bottom, the car moving super slow, we were worried that we would have to push the car uphill. luckily we dont have to. =)


a mirror on the way uphill. and we took tons and tons of pictures in front of mirror.
OMG, we were like bees stick on Honey man

everything up there was extremely expensive. chop the tourist like chicken. US dollar not money meh? charge so much dono for what?

can u imagine? RM4.50 for one ice cream, where we can get it at RM1 here. and RM5 for a damn can of 100 plus!!!! and of course, being the kiam siap JoJo, i rather die of dehydration than buying the tourist drinks. sobb...

 

ivan and the expensive ice cream!

and then we changed into our dress, and started a day as a bimbo model. =)



i didn't take much pictures using my camera that day, as i was being photographed. i like the dress! that i bought last year, and didn't manage to wear because my mom thought it was too slutty. issshhh...

and some yet-to-be-improving photos taken by me, featuring Alice.


ALICE, I photoshopped alittle, hope u don mind. and can u see the difference that i had made? hehe

alright, time to do laundry. waiting for the next updates yo! tata~


*I wana eat PAN MEEEEEE*

Monday, March 8, 2010

bad day

i don't like power struggles. why do we need to suffer from power struggles in this world? because it's part of the political science, that worth for us to know about it, and GO THROUGH it?

i just don't understand.

blaming game is just as entertaining as always. who did this, who blame on others, who take the blame eventually. just like a guessing game? wow, interesting huh?

i might be over sensitive, and tend to think BEYOND what will happen next. but hey, it's better to be sorry than too late. is that the correct saying? whatever, i don't give a damn already.

im just a bit...shocked to see how things go so far, it is like out of control. just because u don't wana cast a bad name for the institute and u put the blame on the employee. just because u don't wana be arrested and have some bad record for ur future employment (if there's any), u are looking for someone vulnerable to take over the responsibilities?

and because im in the lowest rank of the hierarchy, i should be "blessed" to do everything for that? to pay for it? just because im the most suspicious doesn't make me a culprit. could u think by using ur brain instead of ur knees?

why am i not surprised to see how selfish people can be? money? power? reputation? nevertheless, i admit i am selfish myself. but, these have gone too far than i expect.

hah, are we doing some detective stories now? shooting CSI? gone too far i know. but the thing is, if u gonna push everything upon me, try to make me miserable. let's see, ur power and authority mean nothing to me.

afterall, is there any justice in this country? don't get me wrong, but i strongly doubt about it.

well let's pray hard that nothing will happen tomorrow. it will be a crucial day for me. no phone call please.

shit, i have a quiz tomorrow, and goddamnit, i was completely distracted from my revision, and the assignments which are queuing up to be completed. this thing is just constantly on my mind.

and now, my ipod seems to have a little problem. great. awesome day.

Sunday, March 7, 2010

anniversary

once, i took months anniversary seriously. every 2th of the month, i will do some cards for him, until 6months. whereby i realize that it is some sort of counting down when are we breaking up. *touch wood*

so i decided not to emphasize on month anniversary, but the year anniversary.

and here it is! finally.

2nd March 2010. 

we didn't celebrate on the day itself. frankly i was quite depressed. because, i felt that there's no meaning if we celebrated it on other day. so yeah, but i still did this on his car.

he was surprised, while I was errm...a bit cold.

i really don't wana stay alone in casa that night. every other day, but not that night.

at night, nic fetch few of us to go Jess's house to celebrate for her. FYI, we got together on Jess's bday. after that, so happened that he texted me in the car, so i invited him over. and, we met again, or else we gotta meet on the next day sobbb...

then all of us went to Mid Valley to watch movie. *14 blades, nothing much to review though*. in the car, he gave me the couple ring that i have always wanted to have it. thanks baby! *photos coming soon*


and the proper celebration on Thursday night, TENJI.

 
  
Buffet restaurant. 
i enjoy the sashimi sssssoooo MUCHHH! but baby no taste wan, he doesn't like raw fish. 
butter fish is like BLAST TO THE MAX k?
i took butter fish for many many times.


 
i think he was eating beef. cnt remember.

 
fruit tarts yummm...

 
the clip that for us to order some food.

 
the main reason i wana go Tenji!!!!
BR BR BR BR BR BR!!!!
take as much as u can!!!


 
the whole place was quite comfy. I like the garden-style deco.

 
see the queue? he's actually damn proud that he booked the place that we dun havta wait. well done!!


i like this the most. =)

and in the end, we were like super full. spot his big tummy in the pic. fei zai hahahaha...


dear baby BKF,

thanks for being beside me for the past 1 year. it was the happiest year that i have ever had. though there were a short period of time that we were apart, but i guess, everything happens for a reason. without that period, i would not know how important u are in my life, and that i treasure u in my heart. 

the reason i want a couple ring is that, i always want some assurance that u are still beside me. im a bloody attention seeker. i don't wana feel insecure especially when u are leaving next year. i don't wana be too attached to u too. 

but now, regardless of what happen in the future, i have faith in u.

thanks for ur patience dear. that u tried to listen to me, instead of turning away from me.

thanks for the meals and gift that u have given to me.

thanks for ur effort to make me happy when i was stress and emo.

happy anniversary baby. love u as always. xoxo~


love,
TYR.