PROCRASTINATING

i am procrastinating. i was supposed to revise my principle of interviewing yesterday, but till now, im still staring at my computer screen and doing nothing! what is this man? im so LAZY!!!!

i guess michelle is waiting for my post. i think Jess is grinning now because she is so kepo and she wana know about it. well, michelle im not writing it today. LAZY! haha, u know what, michelle went Republic with me on Friday night and we danced in the dance floor. few days ago, she just mentioned that she will NEVER go clubbing, but now she's addicted to the atmosphere, and yes, she's going clubbing with us next week! hoho...

i will blog about the details sooner or later. too many things happened in these few days, and of coz im waiting for people to send me some pictures! so stay tuned alright?

by the way, im so so so sos sooooo sleeepy now!!!!i slept almost the whole afternoon why the heck im still feeling sleepy????????arrrggghhhhhh!!!!i need to study!!!!!!stressssss....

valentine's day coming!

14th February is just around the corner. i noticed that most of my friends are busy thinking of surprises and buying presents for their another half. well as for me, im still free as usual.

i had never celebrated Valentine's day before? but that doesn't mean that i never had a boyfriend. i did have one. the hundred and one! haha, but the thing is, i summarize the whole story, we BROKE UP on Valentine's Day. so dramatic right? so this is why normally i do not celebrate Valentine's day.

Happy Valentine's Day to all the sweet and lovey dovey couples!

and also

Happy 3rd year Broke Up Anniversary to me!
hoooray!!!!!

BUDDIES!

actually i was planning to post about this last week, but due to my very hectic schedule, i havta delay till today. soree for those who had shed their tears while waiting for my updates! haha *perasan-ing*

anyways, i just watched BRIDE WARS. this is a very nice and meaningful movie. well, maybe it's meant for girls' friendship. because the story was revolved around two girls and their friendship. actually, girl's friendship can be fragile and strong at the same time. fragile as in we will jealous over each other easily, but strong in such ways that we will be there for each other whenever they need us.

- BRIDE WARS -

im so grateful that God had given me a few buddies and we supported each other for a very long time! and also, not restricted to just one friend, i have a few, so have lotsa advice to listen sometimes haha...

so present you my buddies!

YONG!
we knew each other since i was standard 5, coz i jumped class and met her that time. we weren't that close during that time, not until secondary school. only a few JENJAROM people managed to enter Convent Klang, so we were getting closer especially since form 3 till now. and wow, we knew each other for 9 years!! applause!

we had lotsa things in common. we are both October babies and love dressing up! *wink* we are certified cam whorer, taking pictures all the time. well, to be precise, our own pictures! haha, i was struggling which picture to be choosen coz i had lotsa pictures taken with her! then both of us can't live without TV, she is more severe than me, but about the same actually. even watch TV during SPM.

most of the time, she's the first person i thought of when i wana share about some secrets deep in my heart. not becoz that she will never tell anyone, but the familiarity among us made me feel comfortable compared to other friends. sometimes maybe she can't give me useful advices, but confess to her everything did make me feel better! thanks dear! love ya!

XUAN!
i knew her about the same period of time as yong. she was in MGS, but she transfer to Convent Klang when she was form 4. so since then, we always together. we even met each other everyday last time, i mean high schools. coz we are neighbours u see, she lived behind of my house. DIRECTLY behind! haha, so monday to friday, we will walk together from bus stop to my house after we took the bus back from school. then met again in tuition. sat met in tuition and sunday met in dongchan. wow, amazing isn't it?

she taught me a lot of things. she was the first one who taught me how to make up, and teman me to buy my first cosmetic ever. oh ya, she is also October baby, 3 of us are Libras and we love to dress up! so anyways, she taught me the way of speaking to people who really annoy us. coz she is pretty and charming, so she's the most popular demand in our gang, always got admirers one! haha, i think it's in the gene of her family, coz her cousin- si lobster also has a lot of admirers! anyways, she taught me that even though u do not like the person, u must still behave urself.

she influenced me of her mature thinking. i always hang out with people who are 1 year elder than me, so thanks to that, i think i can think better than people who are same age as me! she loves designs as well, but honestly speaking she need to work harder to reach the level of designing that i saw recently haha. her trademark is talking non stop and exaggerating the story. she can tell u the story including all the details like hand gestures, how the eye contact and stuff! wow, so im still learning on it! thanks dear! love ya!


AHZI!

well, she is same age with me and we knew each other since standard 1! so...err, 11 years of knowing each other! jump class with me and attent the same secondary school! and i have a strong feeling that this will last forever! we were classmates for 8 years, but not continuously.

she is smart but sometimes blur blur like joan. everytime i see joan i will somehow think of her. she is elder 10months than me, but behaves like kid. coz she is not the eldest in the family and everyone will pamper her. same goes to us. i speak like an old lady *cough cough* most of the time, so we treat her like small kid! haha...she is so happy-go-lucky! not as strong as us! *us refer to 2 girls up there and me*. so she is 2nd most popular demand in mour gang! haha...

she always gets hurts easily and whenever she cries, we will feel gloomy as well. just like normal girls, she is sensitive and emotional! so in this case, i will comfort her more than she does, coz i always look strong in front of so many people. however, the opposite in our personality attracts us together! take care of urself ahzi! love ya!


last but not least, CHIAUSIM!

actually we were not that close in high school even though we knew each other for 6 years. we became closer when we were in college, which means now. lotsa people thought that we were close friends since high school but actually it's not.

however, we found out that we had so many things in common! we look alike right now,*u can observe yourself*, and we are emotional, hot tempered, eldest, talkative and the list goes on and on! i think i may not need to explain much because as u can see, we can read each other mind by eye contact! and we watched bride wars together that day, we discussed about the friendship! we believed that there will never be an end for our friendship coz...........we cnt break mirror, 7 years of bad luck! haha, joking, im just saying that she just like my mirror, coz we really have too many things in common! thanks dear for everything! love ya!

im not machine michelle. i didn't cry when i watch titanic becoz i couldn't feel the love of the characters. so what they died together? it isn't matter for me! but i did cry for bride wars. err, a lot actually! chiausim laughed at me after the movie. coz i cried till my eyes all red! bride wars, a movie about friendship, created a strong impact on me! i see that they love each other even though they had argued for so many things! same goes to me! i love my BUDDIES! woo hoo~~

finally, signing out for psychology research paper! tata~

Nick Names

okie, my friends are going to post something about their trip to Jenjarom last week in KiSiao blog soon, so stay tuned alright? they were really tourists, even started taking pictures and videos in the bus. i was like, Okie? and quickly turned my head away, tried to move as far from them as possible, then pretended i don't know them. muahhaha...

anyways, i forgot the main purpose i blog already. short term memory loss, a very common case on me!

oh ya, mentioned about trends, i found that recently my friends love to give me lotsa nick names, and for themselves as well. most of their Nicknames are ANIMALS, i wonder why... so do u wana see some examples?

Y. Jiun: LOBSTER
M. Yeng: Snail
M. Ye: Slowyi (the yi stands for fish in Mandarin)
Y.Xuan: Squirrel
Jess: Giraffe
Yion: hamster or squirrel i forgot d...

what's their initiative to have such...err...fastinating? nick names? hmmm...is it the trend for now? shall i do the same?

i had the name PANDA ahead of me before d, but i refuse to live with that. it's too...uncomfortable..maybe i shall name myself LION? nope, i look so small and lion are kinda contradicting on me. CAT? no, cats are trademarks for Joan, cannot cannot...so any better suggestions?

apart from that, recently my gang, they gave me these names, be careful, it's LONG:
Sexy Little Aning JoJo Tan Ying Rou
(err, the term sexy means another meaning to them. confront me and i will explain k?)

or if you prefer another language?

Ying Rou a/p Ying Rou de Ba (means my dad)

very lame right?
so i think this is the trend for now. everyone please create some nick names start from now, or else you will become outdated. once you are outdated, you cannot have common topic among your cliques, then you will be abandoned from that gang and become lonely. once you are lonely, you will be depressed....(continue crapping about the future consequences...) so end of story, get yourself a nickname k?

ps: it's a super lame and random post, i wonder why i got so many nonsense to crap, becoz i cnt sleep again at 4am? no good no good...

letting go.

chat with Jess in Msn. have a strong urge to blog. thanks to her

i just dono why.

it's time for me to let go?

as in this relationship will never harvest?

but im still holding strong to it

even though it halted so sudden, and unexpected

im still...
hard to let go...

what can i do?

or

what should i do?

suddenly got jealous of those happy endings in the stories...
it never happens to me!
never ever!

my CNY!!!

YEAH people!!r u looking forward to my updates? awww, sure u do right? akaka, kidding! im still in the mood of CNY, that's why.

anyways, Harmonie complained that im too talkative and my posts are very long. so, im gonna cut it short. simple n nice. *err, i try okie? no promises! haha*

okie i shall start from CNY eve! this year due to one week holidays, i've enjoyed my CNY very very much! i think it's because, everyone is coming back to hometown, and i can meet up with everyone! my cousins from Singapore, friends, primary schoolmates and some high schoolmates. at the same time, i went in DongChan and gather with my friends from different states- Ipoh, Segamat, Labis, Pj and etc. we can only meet up with each other once in a year, so i truely appreciate CNY for providing us the chance.

CNY eve:
went reunion dinner at both grandparents' house. afternoon and night.
after that, went in DongChan for the countdown event hosted by Astro n My Fm. it was a memorable experience for me. not really because of the performance, but of the weather. haha, it was an outdoor event, and at the last 15mins, there came a heavy downpour. Seriously donkey HEAVY.
all of the audience ran away for shelter, and left the artists on the stage. poor them, they kept yelling everyone to go back for counting down. however, who wana choi them and countdown in the rain? even primary students can tell me what are the consequences: fall sick! nobody wana fall sick during CNY! so...tadda, my friends and i SACRIFICE. we went into the rain, and counted down in the rain!
5, 4, 3, 2, 1! HAPPY CNY!!
some teens joined us too! we were given balloons and released them into the sky, together with our new year wishes. i like that scene, it looks....harmony and unite...everyone was doing the same thing. those balloons colored the gloomy dark sky, accompanied with fireworks, it was so beautiful!!!

the cow deco. theme for this year
camwhore while working as volunteer. he's so CUTE!


im working for the costume parade as well, but as usual, i managed to steal some time and take pictures!hohoho~



the balloons! soree of the quality. 2.0 megapixels phone camera, what do u expect?

we were WET! but we are HAPPY!

me n astro paper bags. see my hair? ewww, it sticked on my face like chewing gum!!

First day of CNY
went for Bainian sessions with bulged eyes, thanks to the gambling session the night before. we even gambled overnight! seriously kaki judi. and i very regreted somehow. coz normally i didn't have much luck in gambling one, never won a lot. maximum 20++, but this year i tell u, whenever i won like 20++, i would start losing!!then at the end, all my money gone! grrrr....
went to my friend's house at 1am and gambled again. sigh...so while waiting for my friends, who are basically OWLs now, i took some pictures...

2nd day of CNY
went DongChan to help their custome parade
nothing special, just a lot of tourists! which is a good thing and also a bad thing.
good thing is: i feel proud that a lot of people know about DongChan and Jenjarom
bad thing is: sever traffic jam. even the places were so bloody crowded. somore i so short, smell all their sweats! yucks!
u all know guan ying right? the lady in white in the story "journey to the west"? so she came alive!!muaaha, no la, she's my friend and she dressed so for the custome parade. why not me? easy, too short.
3rd day of CNY
visited friends' house. they came to mine too! last but not least, we gambled again. sigh....
okie, this is random. i saw this in my grandma's house before i depart to my friend's house. it fits my feet PERFECTLY! muahaha

4th day of CNY
okie this is a very grand event in DongChan every CNY. every 4th day of CNY, we would have a grand praying ceromony and serve some food to the god. something like "bai tian gong". however, as i said it's a grand one because we mimic those ceremony in ancient China, with emperiors and stuffs one. we all dressed in tradisional custome and represent the whole Malaysian to pray for peace in the country and the world. so anyways, i managed to dress like this:
have you watched this drama before? "huan zhu ge ge", it's how the ancient princess in the palace dressed.

so let me show you the process of becoming "ge ge"
without hair setting, but the make up. not really like this color, coz it made my eyes look smaller!
with the custome! and we shall move on to the last step, those accesories!
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tadda!
at the particular moment, i hate my hair. it's too short and they finished half of the spray to tie my hair. ewwww....

remember her? she's the one become guan ying *scroll up*. and she was the main princess! like those emperiors had a lot of wives kan? she's the daughter of the queen. and we all were just daughters of the rest of wives. so she dressed different and she looked elegant!

our shoes!!! their high heels in last time!

5th day of CNY
visited my mom's friend's house. finally stop gambling haha...

6th day of CNY
went Dongchan helping again

7th day of CNY
packing luggage to come back subang

i got a lot of angpaus this year, and loss a lot of money in gambling. aiks, so no point. no difference also.

arrgh, i forgot i need to keep it short!!! aiks just forget about it la haha...my style ma...

signing out to prepare my movies presentations molo!

updates!

hold on! im not gonna update now k? 4.12am in the morning? siao!

no no, maybe on thursday, when i finish all my presentations thingy and finally i can goyang kaki, i will update k?

more and more pictures are coming soon! to give you a brief idea, it will revolve around my best CNY celebration in 2009! hooray!

neways random post now! not feeling sleepy yet! why????insomnia?