yayy!!watched high school musical again today, opps, i meant yesterday. haha, now is already 2.57am on 30th October 2008. October is going to end soon. time flies. i hoped i learned something throughout the time i had passed. huh? hopefully. *smile*
still wana promote high school musical 3!!it was seriously very, super duper, extremely, massively, or watever description is that, AWESOME!!we watched it with a different experience yesterday. because two shows were shown at the same time. the big screen was HSM3, Troy and Gabriella. right in front of us were Justin and Jean, the super lover dovey couple. muahaha, guess what we did? when they were like hugging each other, we disturbed them by making noise, whispered LOUDLY, and threw ICE on them. haha, lame right? that was ivan's idea, chiausim, michelle and rachel supported me, and yeah, i was the one who threw ice to them. muahahaha...
studying again. practiced my cheer in the evening, and i guessed not enough of warm up before practice, my leg cramped again. damn it! my arms and thighs cramped! painful wei. and i got injuries from previous practice. so i feel like the whole body was apart from me now. coz it was really painful. and again, this became my reason to take a nap straight after i reached my unit. planned to sleep 1 hour, but woke up 3 hours later. so i was afraid i will ruin my study plan, rushing to study till now. too energetic, coz slept too much. and yeah, studying is not only for exams. i study not only for exams but for myself. really learn a lot from psychology subjects. getting more and more interested in it. so i apologize here if i ignored or sound impatient when anyone of you chatted with me in msn. i really wana pay attention in my studies. and even i was not studying, i will be busy over other things like presentation, events and so on. so please don't question me whether i am free to chat or not. for sure i am not!
anyways, another news i received YESTERDAY. zac and vanessa got married already!!last weekend they got married at the beach. information from chiausim. quite sad actually, coz i just crushed on zac AGAIN (haha, normally a few weeks after i watch HSM series) then he got married. but both of them are cute, i stand at their side though i was quite upset *cry*. 21 and 20 years old. hopefully they can last long, i wished them insincerely. akakaka...
need to sleep. seriously very late now. see ya!!
*ashley tisdale is damn hot wei!!!
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Sunday, October 26, 2008
HSM3 vs GMC vs YOUTH BEATS
HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3I am ADDICTED to HSM3! HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 is definitely the BEST movie of the whole HSM series without doubt! I really love the songs, the casts, and everything in this movie. yesterday, i went klang aeon to watch this with chiausim. it's different to watch with friends and family. if i watch with my family, that's sucks. it's just very odd. haha, anyways, this is the AWESOME-est movie that i had watched recently. chiausim and i were planning to watch again. right michelle? do u wana join us? again, i can't control my excitement when i watched it. i clapped, cheered (really i cheer in the cinema, it's just coming out unconsciously and i had forgotten that i was in the cinema not my home) and did a lot of sound effect like "awwww", "heh" and the list goes on and on. but shamefully, coz i went in late so i wasn't know about the audience at the beginning. when the movie ended, i realized that 70% of them are KIDS, with their parents who looked just awake. i was like, why most of them had a kind of blurr look? maybe because of age? did i look the same last time? haha...anyways, i guessed chiausim and i will be the oldest who enjoyed the movie in the cinema. n we plan to watch again! right michelle do u wana join us? oh ya, i am very curious that, why guys make a kind of nasty look when we girls were discussing about high schoool musical? why huh?
PROMOTING PROMOTING!!
GMC -Global Music Carnival
date: 1st November 2008
time: 6pm - 10pm
venue: lobby area of SEGi College Subang Jaya
ticket: rm10 for charity purpose
this is a MUSICAL EXTRAVAGANZA that includes dances,singing,cheerleading and band performances!!!!
P.S:: Jorida from SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE is there to hype the nite up too!
poster of YOUTH BEATS, designed by IvanYOUTH BEATS (this is my course project haha)
date: 15th November 2008
time: 10am - 12pm
venue: lobby, SEGi College Subang Jaya
price of ticket: RM3, buy 2 tickets at RM5 (PROMO PRICE!!)
We have fantastic Speakers to talk about hot topics which includes :
- Narcissistic Generations & Influences of Youths Today
** What is Narcissistic Generations?
- College students today more in love with themselves than any previous generation - a condition known as narcissism.
Speakers that will be joining us for this talk show will be :
*Dr. Zaiton Sulaiman- practising Psychologist
*Joel Neoh - Founder of Youth Malaysia & Winner of The Firm Season 1
*JFK (Johan Farid Khairuddin) - Hitz.fm Annoncer, E-Leader for the Asia Pacific region until 2010 (UN Global Alliance for ICT Development Strategic Council)
E-Ambassador for Malaysia [The Committee for ASEAN Youth Cooperation (CAYC)
*Kim Ong - Celebrity Blogger & Model
for more information, check out: http://www.effective-listening.blogspot.com/
fancy bookmarks are sold too!!have a look: dangX3
Right here Right now
Troy and Gabriella...they are just so SWEET!! Hmm, yea
Hey yea
Can you imagine?
What could happen?
If we could have any dream
I wish this moment
Was ours to own it
And that it would never leave
Then I would thank a star
That made our wish come true (come true) oh yeah
Cause he knows that where you are
Is where I should be too
CHORUS:
Right here, right now
I’m looking at you and my heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything
Right here, I’ll promise you somehow
That tomorrow can wait for some other day to be (to be)
But right now there’s you and me
If this was forever what could be better?
We already proved it was
But in 2,123 hours abandon the universe
Gonna make you everything
In our whole world change (it’s our change, yeah)
And you know that where we are
Will never be the same oh no
CHORUS:
Right here, right now
I’m looking at you and my heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything
Right here, I promise you somehow
That tomorrow can wait for some other day to be (to be)
But right now there’s you and me
Oh we know its coming
And it’s coming fast
(As long when there’s you and me) (Oh yeah)
So let’s make the second last, make it last!
Right here, oh right now
Yeah, I’m looking at you and my heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything
Right here, I promise you somehow
That tomorrow can wait for some other day to be (to be)
But right now there’s you and me
(you and me)
Ohh you and me
But right now there’s you and… me!
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
FRESHIE PARTY is over
finally, freshie party is OVER!!!finally, after few days of dreaming about it, it turned up quite okie and reached my expectation, as in IN MY OPINION.
okie, start from beginning of the day. as i wanted everyone to gather at 9am, i afraid that i will be late. as a leader, i can't do so coz im da one who gave order. to avoid this to happen, i asked ah chan to call me up around 8am just in case i overslept. however, actually this was actually wasting of time. because i couldn't sleep well last night! i turned here and there, hide my face in the pillow, staring at the fan and just couldn't fall asleep!fine, i brought my pillow and slept in the living room. the sofa was way more harder and uncomfortable. then i fall asleep deeply and soundly. 7am in the morning i woke up, after 5 hours of sleep. my eyes were swollen like dono what, and i really reluctant to go college. chiausim called me at 7.30am, haha everyone was afraid that i will oversleep, but no worries, i went to college in time.
some of them were already there when i reached. i went sc room first to get all the materials needed for the game. cheewei was there and helped me out. we rehearsed the flow once again coz justin(the emcee) didn't attend the rehearsal yesterday. a few changes had made, and i was the person who keep track again. here, i really need to appreciate Harmonie for a lot of things. she was running up and down to settle and gather those involved in fashion show. asked them to wear their respectively letter for the word "STUDENT COUNCIL" and also brief them once more. she was very determined in doing this and really appreciated her heart. when it was 10.30am, our president was still sleeping at home, she began to be very nervous coz if he couldn't reach on time, she may need to give the speech. she kept asking me what to say and what to talk about. i said chill, just a few words, doesn't matter!she was still very nervous, and copied what i wanted her to say. haha, serious huh? and this is our STUDENT COUNCIL spirit! our VICE PRESIDENT!!yayy!!
the participants arrived slightly later than our expected time. understood, coz malaysian time ma. but we were running out of time, coz our schedule was actually very hectic as everyone having class at 1pm including me. we managed to start at 11.12am, which is 12 min later than the expected time. everything ran well i guessed. video, fashion show, games and so on. Justin and Billy were helping a lot in arousing the crowd. i felt relief when i found that they enjoyed the game session. i heard laughters and cheers all the way they played. that's sort of encouragement that: they enjoyed what i had planned!first half of the event ran smoothly, everything were still under controlled coz i was really strict with time. no wonder i become time keeper in another coming event. HOWEVER, the photograph session was a mess!!!arranging them into their position, estimate the angle, making funny faces and so on DRAG THE TIME!!i never expect this! supposingly, it should finish in5 mins time, but we used up 15min to take pictures!!so end up, the coming session became a mess too. some of the club were taking too long, some of them were passing the slide last minutes and etc. i kept standing at the back to give signal for them to stop talking, but i was not sure whether they saw ant. neways, we managed to end at 12.35pm, and sent them to 1st floor for refreshment. phew, i was seriously very relief. and appreciated those who contributed a lot: AH CHAN, CK, SOOWEI, LJ, NAIJIUN, AGAPE, CHEEWEI, HARMONIE,AMEETA, ANUSHA, TANESH, JEVIN, IVAN(even he's nt our member, he still gave a hand!) and etc. last but not least, CHIAUSIM and RACHEL. they managed to come after their muet speaking and they are my sense of security throughout the event. thanks lots.
i am EXHAUSTED. just woke up from 4 hrs nap. my housemates all felt surprise and shocked when they saw me dozed off few minutes after i reached home. today was such a day. it had ended in what i had expected. i guessed it's because of my prayers in pass few days haha. neways, another question for myself now: should i go US to proceed my studies? i am still thinking...
okie, start from beginning of the day. as i wanted everyone to gather at 9am, i afraid that i will be late. as a leader, i can't do so coz im da one who gave order. to avoid this to happen, i asked ah chan to call me up around 8am just in case i overslept. however, actually this was actually wasting of time. because i couldn't sleep well last night! i turned here and there, hide my face in the pillow, staring at the fan and just couldn't fall asleep!fine, i brought my pillow and slept in the living room. the sofa was way more harder and uncomfortable. then i fall asleep deeply and soundly. 7am in the morning i woke up, after 5 hours of sleep. my eyes were swollen like dono what, and i really reluctant to go college. chiausim called me at 7.30am, haha everyone was afraid that i will oversleep, but no worries, i went to college in time.
some of them were already there when i reached. i went sc room first to get all the materials needed for the game. cheewei was there and helped me out. we rehearsed the flow once again coz justin(the emcee) didn't attend the rehearsal yesterday. a few changes had made, and i was the person who keep track again. here, i really need to appreciate Harmonie for a lot of things. she was running up and down to settle and gather those involved in fashion show. asked them to wear their respectively letter for the word "STUDENT COUNCIL" and also brief them once more. she was very determined in doing this and really appreciated her heart. when it was 10.30am, our president was still sleeping at home, she began to be very nervous coz if he couldn't reach on time, she may need to give the speech. she kept asking me what to say and what to talk about. i said chill, just a few words, doesn't matter!she was still very nervous, and copied what i wanted her to say. haha, serious huh? and this is our STUDENT COUNCIL spirit! our VICE PRESIDENT!!yayy!!
the participants arrived slightly later than our expected time. understood, coz malaysian time ma. but we were running out of time, coz our schedule was actually very hectic as everyone having class at 1pm including me. we managed to start at 11.12am, which is 12 min later than the expected time. everything ran well i guessed. video, fashion show, games and so on. Justin and Billy were helping a lot in arousing the crowd. i felt relief when i found that they enjoyed the game session. i heard laughters and cheers all the way they played. that's sort of encouragement that: they enjoyed what i had planned!first half of the event ran smoothly, everything were still under controlled coz i was really strict with time. no wonder i become time keeper in another coming event. HOWEVER, the photograph session was a mess!!!arranging them into their position, estimate the angle, making funny faces and so on DRAG THE TIME!!i never expect this! supposingly, it should finish in5 mins time, but we used up 15min to take pictures!!so end up, the coming session became a mess too. some of the club were taking too long, some of them were passing the slide last minutes and etc. i kept standing at the back to give signal for them to stop talking, but i was not sure whether they saw ant. neways, we managed to end at 12.35pm, and sent them to 1st floor for refreshment. phew, i was seriously very relief. and appreciated those who contributed a lot: AH CHAN, CK, SOOWEI, LJ, NAIJIUN, AGAPE, CHEEWEI, HARMONIE,AMEETA, ANUSHA, TANESH, JEVIN, IVAN(even he's nt our member, he still gave a hand!) and etc. last but not least, CHIAUSIM and RACHEL. they managed to come after their muet speaking and they are my sense of security throughout the event. thanks lots.
i am EXHAUSTED. just woke up from 4 hrs nap. my housemates all felt surprise and shocked when they saw me dozed off few minutes after i reached home. today was such a day. it had ended in what i had expected. i guessed it's because of my prayers in pass few days haha. neways, another question for myself now: should i go US to proceed my studies? i am still thinking...
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
i couldn't take it!
yeah, i couldn't take it, it's already a fact that can't be changed. but i just couldn't take it, as in dun wana accept it. keep distracted from my studies bcoz of her.
curious of what i mentioned? well, it's actually not my story. my friend and her boyfriend broke up. dun do that kind of face, i know it is non of my business, but i just couldn't take it. i know for couples breaking up is kinda normal, and really quite common. but my response towards this friend is different. they had been hang up for 3 years plus. started from form 3 till this year. and i am the one who observe them from nothing till calling each other husband and wife, very lovey dovey. the memory was still fresh. i can still remember when we had just finished our PMR, we gonna have a performance. so while preparing for the performance, i realized that both of them like to stay away from others are they couple?lotsa people ask the question. so i confronted her and asked, she smiled and blushed when i mentioned him. she then revealed that they had hang out together, but not officially yet. okie, my friends and i decided to give her a hand, we wanted her to have a HEALTHY relationship with an official beginning. that day after our practice, we sat in a circle and began to play true an dare. i think it's fate, it was the guy's turn to have dare. we wanted him to express his LOVE to her in front of everyone. my friend blushed again and kept looking at the floor. i guessed she was very shy. the climax was the guy shouted loudly :" XXX, can u be my girlfriend?i like you very much and i wana protect u!" in front of us. if im nt mistaken, there was about 12 people witnessed his proposition. she smiled again and answered:"my answer ar...haha...of course Y-E-S la...haha" then she burst into tears. a little dramatic beginning. haha, but serious, i can still recognize the breeze on that day, whereby we saw them holding hands and walked away. we hope they can get together and happy forever. we really do.
they put lotsa effort in maintaining their relationship. we are the counselor and advisor for her. she shared her first kiss, first trip and many first experience that she had gone through with him our gang is her most supportive source especially when she feel like giving up. her father rejected her boyfriend and wana separate the love birds. as a solution, the guy moved to school near by our school(he can't transfer to our school coz we are all girls' school) so that he can go tuition center with her every week without her father's knowledge. and to make the story more dramatic, the guy accompanied her for tuition class even he's not taking the subject! my friend was a smart student that score well in her exam. the guy was influenced by her and began to study. he mentioned that, all this are for the sake of their future. wow...can u imagine how we feel when he said so? he was really a responsible guy and take care of my friend as she is the princess or anything! he can withstand all her childish acts and try to negotiate with her when she merajuk with PATIENT!!they were the best couple that i had ever met coz they dun really argue with each other. they understand each other well! we were so envy and made a deal among us that we wana find a boyfriend who can sacrifice for us like what her boyfriend did.
she entered college at the beginning of this year. that time her family finally accepted her boyfriend after 2 years. in the college, she's quite good looking that attracted lotsa guys in that college. they had their first quarrel bcoz she was quite close with another guy. he jealous over this guy bcoz he was better than her boyfriend in lotsa things, like physical appearance, wealth, n studies. i asked her, had u ever considered of giving up the relationship bcoz of the new guy? she admit that she was confused as she wana have better choice. but at the end, nothing happened. they still managed to get together. last time i saw both of them was in the end of august. we ate steamboat together, and both of them were still lovey dovey.
just now, when i checked through her friendster profile, i sensed something wrong. her shoutout mentioned about that she had cried over for the relationship and it's time to let go. i stunned for few seconds and noticed that she had changed her status from "in a relationship" to "single". after that, i found that he was removed from her featured friend list. BROKEN UP?1st thing pop into my mind. but i still couldn't take it. really, i need some time to think about it. memories flied through my mind and reminded me that something had changed, will never go back. what can i do? i really feel very despair. not only sad, more to despair...i could remember, the day that he shouted "can u be my girlfriend?" and she agreed with blushed face. i will always remember....
i just....cnt take it...for now...
curious of what i mentioned? well, it's actually not my story. my friend and her boyfriend broke up. dun do that kind of face, i know it is non of my business, but i just couldn't take it. i know for couples breaking up is kinda normal, and really quite common. but my response towards this friend is different. they had been hang up for 3 years plus. started from form 3 till this year. and i am the one who observe them from nothing till calling each other husband and wife, very lovey dovey. the memory was still fresh. i can still remember when we had just finished our PMR, we gonna have a performance. so while preparing for the performance, i realized that both of them like to stay away from others are they couple?lotsa people ask the question. so i confronted her and asked, she smiled and blushed when i mentioned him. she then revealed that they had hang out together, but not officially yet. okie, my friends and i decided to give her a hand, we wanted her to have a HEALTHY relationship with an official beginning. that day after our practice, we sat in a circle and began to play true an dare. i think it's fate, it was the guy's turn to have dare. we wanted him to express his LOVE to her in front of everyone. my friend blushed again and kept looking at the floor. i guessed she was very shy. the climax was the guy shouted loudly :" XXX, can u be my girlfriend?i like you very much and i wana protect u!" in front of us. if im nt mistaken, there was about 12 people witnessed his proposition. she smiled again and answered:"my answer ar...haha...of course Y-E-S la...haha" then she burst into tears. a little dramatic beginning. haha, but serious, i can still recognize the breeze on that day, whereby we saw them holding hands and walked away. we hope they can get together and happy forever. we really do.
they put lotsa effort in maintaining their relationship. we are the counselor and advisor for her. she shared her first kiss, first trip and many first experience that she had gone through with him our gang is her most supportive source especially when she feel like giving up. her father rejected her boyfriend and wana separate the love birds. as a solution, the guy moved to school near by our school(he can't transfer to our school coz we are all girls' school) so that he can go tuition center with her every week without her father's knowledge. and to make the story more dramatic, the guy accompanied her for tuition class even he's not taking the subject! my friend was a smart student that score well in her exam. the guy was influenced by her and began to study. he mentioned that, all this are for the sake of their future. wow...can u imagine how we feel when he said so? he was really a responsible guy and take care of my friend as she is the princess or anything! he can withstand all her childish acts and try to negotiate with her when she merajuk with PATIENT!!they were the best couple that i had ever met coz they dun really argue with each other. they understand each other well! we were so envy and made a deal among us that we wana find a boyfriend who can sacrifice for us like what her boyfriend did.
she entered college at the beginning of this year. that time her family finally accepted her boyfriend after 2 years. in the college, she's quite good looking that attracted lotsa guys in that college. they had their first quarrel bcoz she was quite close with another guy. he jealous over this guy bcoz he was better than her boyfriend in lotsa things, like physical appearance, wealth, n studies. i asked her, had u ever considered of giving up the relationship bcoz of the new guy? she admit that she was confused as she wana have better choice. but at the end, nothing happened. they still managed to get together. last time i saw both of them was in the end of august. we ate steamboat together, and both of them were still lovey dovey.
just now, when i checked through her friendster profile, i sensed something wrong. her shoutout mentioned about that she had cried over for the relationship and it's time to let go. i stunned for few seconds and noticed that she had changed her status from "in a relationship" to "single". after that, i found that he was removed from her featured friend list. BROKEN UP?1st thing pop into my mind. but i still couldn't take it. really, i need some time to think about it. memories flied through my mind and reminded me that something had changed, will never go back. what can i do? i really feel very despair. not only sad, more to despair...i could remember, the day that he shouted "can u be my girlfriend?" and she agreed with blushed face. i will always remember....
i just....cnt take it...for now...
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
frustrating day
another frustrating day. i don't know what's wrong with me, but i realize that i always get frustrated, or in my own words- pekcek easily.
today i was supposed to conduct the sc meeting as usual. tell them about freshie party once again and distribute the tickets. i thought everything will run smoothly under my expectation, like promo, selling tickets and the video presentation. however, okie i will emphasize this word: HOWEVER...nothing always follow ur wishes. serious. okie here goes. first the promo thingy, chan said he got several contacts of freshie which are quite close with him, that he want me not to worry about the sales of tickets. all the way we promote, the responses were good. when i asked questions, they answered with all those excited look n etc. wow, i proceed: "so u guys look interested in this freshie party, and i can guarantee that this party will give an impact in ur college life!anyone wana come??(smiling broadly)"...then no response....i said: (shocked) NO??NONE of u wana come?" then they sent a representative 2 say"okie, we will think about it." easie. simpy n nice. these words straight away pushed me down from my cloud. i was dreaming maybe this freshie party will be more fun than last time. a bad start for my day.
then, in SC meeting, chiausim was not there. i felt a little bit insecure, i need to stop this. can't depend on others too much. somebody taught me this long time ago. but i still conduct the meeting. distribute the tickets and it's compulsory for each of them for selling 2 tickets. i saw some of them complaining, it's too much!but i don't care. if a leader cares too much of how her or his member works, the leader will not be able to make decision. after that, another bad news bombarded me, and i couldn't think properly. jason couldn't make it on that day, same goes to kristy and jasmine. absence of jason caused my brain stop working and my heart stop beating for 1 or 2 second. he's nt special to me, please don't misunderstand. he's the emcee for freshie party!!the most important job throughout that event!! "WHAT???!!" i straight away shouted.i just can't control my emotion. i need to work on on this. then, the feeling of stress stroke me again. i felt worried, maybe over worried, rachel saw me different from usual. she tried to comfort me by saying not worry or something. end up, we get justin as emcee, acceptable. the problem of emcee done. settle
journal article for effective listening class was terrifying. we couldn't search for it since last 2 weeks. all the websites require credit card number, and our parents will never let us know the credit card number, coz they afraid that the website will charge on it. so nevermind, today is actually the due date for handing up the journal article, and the progress is like none. we searched some before, but all rejected. i was so pissed off and damn frustrated in searching this. finally, i got 2 journal articles that somehow QUITE related to our topic, and our lecturer accepted it. but accepted it as in we said this is the best that we could get. she had a mindset that we can get better articles. if so, provide us a better library la!!our library is like nothing and how can we get resources? but anyways, im glad that this problem was settled.phew...relief
coming up next, the worst thing ever after!!!we had to do a short video presentation for freshie party, as the survival kit. we introduced segi for the freshies and show them what they suppose to know as being a segi student. so we spent the whole afternoon recording this. we had a great time. me, chiausim n rachel played and recorded, i felt better after playing. we did something like a reporter or traveling channel shows. funny and interesting. BUT but but...i said that things just not happen like what u expected. after spending about three hours of recording, i was so tired coz we kept talking in that video. i was in a hurry that i wana transfer everything into my laptop. i remove the cd in jevin's handycam, and insert into my laptop. first thing: o bytes!!huh??i checked again??empty folder. O-K-I-E, where's the video. i put back into the handycam n checked: great, everything GONE!!!it's because this is not memory stick that will automatically save the video on it. need to format it in the handycam to save the videos in the cd. so now, 3 hours of hardwork gone!!!angry, upset and many frustrated feelings. i was angry of myself. y am i such an idiot to remove the thingy without asking jevin how the handycam function? y am i, as the leader who planned all this, such a clumsy person, that can accidentally erase hardwork of my team?it's impossible to happen on others right? so i guess i need to give up from handling all the leadership thingy. i will draw everyone into trouble...soree for bring trouble to chiausim, rachel n other sc members...
worst thing had gone, tomorrow will be fine, i hope. i'm a strong buddhist. i hope my strong religion beliefs can provide me the courage and confidence to cope all these. i pray that i can be stronger as in controlling my emotion. i pray that all these challenges or obstacles can bring the fruit of joy in my life in the future. i believe that i can do better, i really do.
okie, enough for writing all this rubbish haha...tomorrow i have my gen psy presentation. one of the most important presentation for me!!all the best!!
today i was supposed to conduct the sc meeting as usual. tell them about freshie party once again and distribute the tickets. i thought everything will run smoothly under my expectation, like promo, selling tickets and the video presentation. however, okie i will emphasize this word: HOWEVER...nothing always follow ur wishes. serious. okie here goes. first the promo thingy, chan said he got several contacts of freshie which are quite close with him, that he want me not to worry about the sales of tickets. all the way we promote, the responses were good. when i asked questions, they answered with all those excited look n etc. wow, i proceed: "so u guys look interested in this freshie party, and i can guarantee that this party will give an impact in ur college life!anyone wana come??(smiling broadly)"...then no response....i said: (shocked) NO??NONE of u wana come?" then they sent a representative 2 say"okie, we will think about it." easie. simpy n nice. these words straight away pushed me down from my cloud. i was dreaming maybe this freshie party will be more fun than last time. a bad start for my day.
then, in SC meeting, chiausim was not there. i felt a little bit insecure, i need to stop this. can't depend on others too much. somebody taught me this long time ago. but i still conduct the meeting. distribute the tickets and it's compulsory for each of them for selling 2 tickets. i saw some of them complaining, it's too much!but i don't care. if a leader cares too much of how her or his member works, the leader will not be able to make decision. after that, another bad news bombarded me, and i couldn't think properly. jason couldn't make it on that day, same goes to kristy and jasmine. absence of jason caused my brain stop working and my heart stop beating for 1 or 2 second. he's nt special to me, please don't misunderstand. he's the emcee for freshie party!!the most important job throughout that event!! "WHAT???!!" i straight away shouted.i just can't control my emotion. i need to work on on this. then, the feeling of stress stroke me again. i felt worried, maybe over worried, rachel saw me different from usual. she tried to comfort me by saying not worry or something. end up, we get justin as emcee, acceptable. the problem of emcee done. settle
journal article for effective listening class was terrifying. we couldn't search for it since last 2 weeks. all the websites require credit card number, and our parents will never let us know the credit card number, coz they afraid that the website will charge on it. so nevermind, today is actually the due date for handing up the journal article, and the progress is like none. we searched some before, but all rejected. i was so pissed off and damn frustrated in searching this. finally, i got 2 journal articles that somehow QUITE related to our topic, and our lecturer accepted it. but accepted it as in we said this is the best that we could get. she had a mindset that we can get better articles. if so, provide us a better library la!!our library is like nothing and how can we get resources? but anyways, im glad that this problem was settled.phew...relief
coming up next, the worst thing ever after!!!we had to do a short video presentation for freshie party, as the survival kit. we introduced segi for the freshies and show them what they suppose to know as being a segi student. so we spent the whole afternoon recording this. we had a great time. me, chiausim n rachel played and recorded, i felt better after playing. we did something like a reporter or traveling channel shows. funny and interesting. BUT but but...i said that things just not happen like what u expected. after spending about three hours of recording, i was so tired coz we kept talking in that video. i was in a hurry that i wana transfer everything into my laptop. i remove the cd in jevin's handycam, and insert into my laptop. first thing: o bytes!!huh??i checked again??empty folder. O-K-I-E, where's the video. i put back into the handycam n checked: great, everything GONE!!!it's because this is not memory stick that will automatically save the video on it. need to format it in the handycam to save the videos in the cd. so now, 3 hours of hardwork gone!!!angry, upset and many frustrated feelings. i was angry of myself. y am i such an idiot to remove the thingy without asking jevin how the handycam function? y am i, as the leader who planned all this, such a clumsy person, that can accidentally erase hardwork of my team?it's impossible to happen on others right? so i guess i need to give up from handling all the leadership thingy. i will draw everyone into trouble...soree for bring trouble to chiausim, rachel n other sc members...
worst thing had gone, tomorrow will be fine, i hope. i'm a strong buddhist. i hope my strong religion beliefs can provide me the courage and confidence to cope all these. i pray that i can be stronger as in controlling my emotion. i pray that all these challenges or obstacles can bring the fruit of joy in my life in the future. i believe that i can do better, i really do.
okie, enough for writing all this rubbish haha...tomorrow i have my gen psy presentation. one of the most important presentation for me!!all the best!!
Monday, October 13, 2008
last minute of study
it's 2.18am in the morning, 13th october 2008. few more hours later i will be sitting in the class for my mid term paper- interpersonal communication. Again, i procrastinate everything and start off last minute work.yeah, AGAIN. 4 chapters will be coming out tomorrow, and i was supposed to revise it since saturday. BUT...checking mails, msn, my sister watching tv and etc made me distracted!! i didn't even open my book on saturday! this is not a good thing to be proud of. i was too lazy. who am i now? i'm wondering. studying is always my priority, and even in high schools i never tried to rushed 4 chapters in one day before!!what happened to me??
okie anyways, i just finished reading. take note, it's reading, not memorizing or anything. flipped through the chapters very briefly, hopefully unconciously, all these can stick into my mind, so i can throw them on my paper tomorrow. luckily it's mcq paper, not essay yet. phew...
i am really not good in burning mid night oil. seriously, this is not my forte. my eyes are so so so tired, and i can predict that my eyes will swell and budge like cow's eyes in the morning. what to do??i can't blame anyone. this is what i need to go through, from being lazy all the time. wish me luck!!
okie anyways, i just finished reading. take note, it's reading, not memorizing or anything. flipped through the chapters very briefly, hopefully unconciously, all these can stick into my mind, so i can throw them on my paper tomorrow. luckily it's mcq paper, not essay yet. phew...
i am really not good in burning mid night oil. seriously, this is not my forte. my eyes are so so so tired, and i can predict that my eyes will swell and budge like cow's eyes in the morning. what to do??i can't blame anyone. this is what i need to go through, from being lazy all the time. wish me luck!!
Saturday, October 11, 2008
wonderful day for a start in writing blog
well, i acknowledge 2day as a wonderful day to start off with my blog. haha, actually i was planning to write this yesterday, straight after my celebration with friends. but err, procrastination did a very good job n i keep postponing till now. internet connection was down, n i was freaking tired and not feeling well. most probably because i swam n soaked in pool for too long. plus the wind blew damn strong yesterday!!*shivering again* haha...
okie aniways, i need to start from 9th october 2008. lotsa stories start from there. okie it's my birthday, i guess EVERYONE knows right?? *nodding head*. good, o else jojo will dash 2 your house n whack your head immediately!!(ivan got a lot of whacking from me lately soree ya haha)
it was on thursday. a sunny morning. opps, i should start from the exact time at which the day starts, 12am. i just finished my gen psy (damn tiring~~) on wednesday afternoon. WHAT A RELIEF??!! so because i was too tensed to study that subject for few days, my energy usage have came to a limit, that i couldn't stand it animore. i dozed off about 11.30something. i know message will keep coming in after clock strike 12am. that's y i slept earlier. coz i was too too tired!!okie, i may sound showing off for my gen psy but i need to tell u guys that i straight away enter stage 4 of sleeping, the deepest stage of sleep and does not respond to ANY STIMULI!!okie the storie start when my phone rang. before this i know there's message coming in, but i can ignore n UNAWARE of what's going on. but my phone rang continuously :
"bilibala bilibala tatatatata" (my ring tone)
"ÿerr..hmmm...err" (i was groaning and wake up reluctantly to grab my phone. damn it, my phone was far away from me!)
"e-lo..." (yawning)
"happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you,...(singing)" it was IVAN, my beloved son, but son who is always not alert of what's going on. dumb...he called n sang happily!!
"happy birthday mom!"
"hmmm..."
"are you sleeping?"
"hmm..."
"haiya, don't sleep la, it's your birthday!"
"hmm...why my birthday i cannot sleep?"
"because you are my mommy, so you cannot sleep"
what is this??!!"woi, purposely wake me up, n tell me this? thanks for the song but seriously i am very sleepy, i wana sleep."
"oh, are you going to sleep now?" stewpid question, duh!!obviously i AM!!!
but i answered "hmm..."
"okay la, you go sleep la. good night and happy birthday!"
and what happened next was, my phone keep ranging and i can still hear it!!because my message tone is very annoyed and loud, i hardly fall asleep, i know i cannot blame those who wished me, but i can blame ivan for waking me up, and let me hard to fall sleep again!!it's your fault ivan!!!
finally i slept, and woke up about 8am. see my phone, whoa gila wei. 20 messages!!! 20 messages in 1 night!!!amazing!!cool!!! thanks people thanks.
okie go on, i went pyramid with chiausim, may n ivan. (yeah, it's him) in the morning. i felt guilty to may because she's not feeling well, something like sore throat that she cannot talk. so we communicate by whispering. "may are you okie?" i asked (whispering). "okie la, no need to worry dear." she answered me, by whispering too. haha, funny. we watched eagle eye that day. chiausim came in slightly late because of the inefficient rapid kl bus driver. ish, pekcek-nya!!
but eagle eyes was really chunt!!! the storyline was good and the cast were good too!i love that actress. as the storie is somehow very fast and gan jiong, it attracted people's attention and desire to know the next scene. however, i think the "people" here go to me n chiausim only. because in the whole cinema (err... total of less than 20 people haha) just both of us keep making noise. "Oh shit!!why he got that call?!" "Oh my god, how can she make the train reverse?" "NO!!HE'S NOT THE BAD GUY!" and etc. n it's a common knowledge that chiausim speaks very loud. so can u imagine, we were so into that show, and the rest were so calm and watched it as it's a normal show. what is this?? n may keep turning her head to me, because im noisy too!!haha, laugh and discussed with chiausim. okie, a good experience of watching.
after that, we went for lunch. pizza hut. nothing special. we just borak nonsense like what we used to do everyday. but chiausim gave me dare. she wan me to get a boyfriend at my coming birthday next year. o-k-i-e, i was thinking, where the hell i can find a guy? segi?? obviously not!!after that, baskin robbin!!i craved for baskin robbin long time ago. it was september since my last date with baskin robbin. we bought rum raisin n strawberry cheesecake. i prefer the white chocolate and raspberry one, but no more. sob...
yeap, baskin robbin!!!oh yeah!!
and then, we went to take picture in asian avenue. that kind of da tou tie machine( photo taking machine). may was really expert in it, ivan looked like a girl, chiausim looked funny in certain shot n i looked damn chubby!!shit!! i was so tired designing the pictures, but may like relax and sambil lewa saja. okie, fine im not good at this haha...
went back to casa. meet up with nic they all. we planned to swim, but the guys played basketball. ish, nevermind, left me, chiausim, cally, jess, ilex and another nic swimming down there. we played, screamed and of course, our favorite, taking pictures.
i told you, i was freaking cold!!!
i went down to basket ball court too, n i saw balloons tied up and wrote"happy birthday jojo". sob, kinda touched! after swimming, everyone went to different unit to take bath. guys went to jason's unit and rachel chiausim came to mine. i took my bath and waited at my unit to go for dinner. suddenly when i was pressing my phone to reply all the greeting messages, everyone came into my unit. okie, maybe they just wanna gather in my unit before we go to eat. but again, lights off, and they sang birthday song for me. rachel brought a cake which she kept in my fridge. (y i dono??) and came to me. i was like, wow WONDERFUL, GREAT and dono what should i say. i thought the celebration will be just eating in summit n done because everyone having mid term in this week. everyone was buzy studying and preparing for their papers. i never expect a grand one, (i think is quite grand la) and 22 of them celebrate for me!!o thanks guys, i dono how to describe my feeling. this is weird because i used to talk a lot, but suddenly i lose my ability to talk and think. SURPRISE of the cake and the gift. cake was baked by rachel(thanks rachel), and the gift is a video produced by chiausim with the participation of everyone else. we took pictures, ate the cake( it tasted good! good job rachel), laughed and many more.
this is the video that produced by chiausim, which made me feel like crying. thanks guys
this will be the first time i celebrate my birthday without my family and my JENJAROM GANG. memorable, sweet and unforgetful day. i will not forget the day i became sweet 17, because of you guys. you all made the difference. beamed my birthday with sparkles. thanks michelle, chiausim, nicholas, may, ivan, wailoong. victor, jess, cally, yancy, yion, another nic(i should call him ah mok arh), jason, rachel, jasmine, joan, chan, billy, ilex, justin, jean and letticia for coming for the party. thanks another jasmine for her present. (it's a lovely red blouse!!a-ha, RED color!) and another guy for post laju a bag to my house. though i dun really like the design but appreciate his heart. hahaha...thanks....thanks for those who wished me!!
surprise!!i really looked surprise!!
my cake!can u see the word??it's HAPPY B'DAY JOJO!!muahahah..thanks rachel
my cake n present!!i look funny with the spec but who cares?
yeah i love this. a happy family portrait!!rachel (3rd mom), jason(daddy), jasmine(1st mom), ivan(son), jojo n chiausim
yay!!another 1~~
all girls attended that day
all the guys...hoho...we are muscular!!billy n ah mok looked funny hhaah
everyone!!!
FINALLY jojo and chiausim (dangx3)
end of my storie!!*clap clap*
a chinese version will be updated soon in this blog: www.wretch.cc/blog/littleaning
please have a look. it will about the same as here, but if u can understand chinese, just go on for it!thanks n see ya!!muakzzz
okie aniways, i need to start from 9th october 2008. lotsa stories start from there. okie it's my birthday, i guess EVERYONE knows right?? *nodding head*. good, o else jojo will dash 2 your house n whack your head immediately!!(ivan got a lot of whacking from me lately soree ya haha)
it was on thursday. a sunny morning. opps, i should start from the exact time at which the day starts, 12am. i just finished my gen psy (damn tiring~~) on wednesday afternoon. WHAT A RELIEF??!! so because i was too tensed to study that subject for few days, my energy usage have came to a limit, that i couldn't stand it animore. i dozed off about 11.30something. i know message will keep coming in after clock strike 12am. that's y i slept earlier. coz i was too too tired!!okie, i may sound showing off for my gen psy but i need to tell u guys that i straight away enter stage 4 of sleeping, the deepest stage of sleep and does not respond to ANY STIMULI!!okie the storie start when my phone rang. before this i know there's message coming in, but i can ignore n UNAWARE of what's going on. but my phone rang continuously :
"bilibala bilibala tatatatata" (my ring tone)
"ÿerr..hmmm...err" (i was groaning and wake up reluctantly to grab my phone. damn it, my phone was far away from me!)
"e-lo..." (yawning)
"happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you,...(singing)" it was IVAN, my beloved son, but son who is always not alert of what's going on. dumb...he called n sang happily!!
"happy birthday mom!"
"hmmm..."
"are you sleeping?"
"hmm..."
"haiya, don't sleep la, it's your birthday!"
"hmm...why my birthday i cannot sleep?"
"because you are my mommy, so you cannot sleep"
what is this??!!"woi, purposely wake me up, n tell me this? thanks for the song but seriously i am very sleepy, i wana sleep."
"oh, are you going to sleep now?" stewpid question, duh!!obviously i AM!!!
but i answered "hmm..."
"okay la, you go sleep la. good night and happy birthday!"
and what happened next was, my phone keep ranging and i can still hear it!!because my message tone is very annoyed and loud, i hardly fall asleep, i know i cannot blame those who wished me, but i can blame ivan for waking me up, and let me hard to fall sleep again!!it's your fault ivan!!!
finally i slept, and woke up about 8am. see my phone, whoa gila wei. 20 messages!!! 20 messages in 1 night!!!amazing!!cool!!! thanks people thanks.
okie go on, i went pyramid with chiausim, may n ivan. (yeah, it's him) in the morning. i felt guilty to may because she's not feeling well, something like sore throat that she cannot talk. so we communicate by whispering. "may are you okie?" i asked (whispering). "okie la, no need to worry dear." she answered me, by whispering too. haha, funny. we watched eagle eye that day. chiausim came in slightly late because of the inefficient rapid kl bus driver. ish, pekcek-nya!!
but eagle eyes was really chunt!!! the storyline was good and the cast were good too!i love that actress. as the storie is somehow very fast and gan jiong, it attracted people's attention and desire to know the next scene. however, i think the "people" here go to me n chiausim only. because in the whole cinema (err... total of less than 20 people haha) just both of us keep making noise. "Oh shit!!why he got that call?!" "Oh my god, how can she make the train reverse?" "NO!!HE'S NOT THE BAD GUY!" and etc. n it's a common knowledge that chiausim speaks very loud. so can u imagine, we were so into that show, and the rest were so calm and watched it as it's a normal show. what is this?? n may keep turning her head to me, because im noisy too!!haha, laugh and discussed with chiausim. okie, a good experience of watching.
after that, we went for lunch. pizza hut. nothing special. we just borak nonsense like what we used to do everyday. but chiausim gave me dare. she wan me to get a boyfriend at my coming birthday next year. o-k-i-e, i was thinking, where the hell i can find a guy? segi?? obviously not!!after that, baskin robbin!!i craved for baskin robbin long time ago. it was september since my last date with baskin robbin. we bought rum raisin n strawberry cheesecake. i prefer the white chocolate and raspberry one, but no more. sob...
yeap, baskin robbin!!!oh yeah!!and then, we went to take picture in asian avenue. that kind of da tou tie machine( photo taking machine). may was really expert in it, ivan looked like a girl, chiausim looked funny in certain shot n i looked damn chubby!!shit!! i was so tired designing the pictures, but may like relax and sambil lewa saja. okie, fine im not good at this haha...
went back to casa. meet up with nic they all. we planned to swim, but the guys played basketball. ish, nevermind, left me, chiausim, cally, jess, ilex and another nic swimming down there. we played, screamed and of course, our favorite, taking pictures.
i told you, i was freaking cold!!!i went down to basket ball court too, n i saw balloons tied up and wrote"happy birthday jojo". sob, kinda touched! after swimming, everyone went to different unit to take bath. guys went to jason's unit and rachel chiausim came to mine. i took my bath and waited at my unit to go for dinner. suddenly when i was pressing my phone to reply all the greeting messages, everyone came into my unit. okie, maybe they just wanna gather in my unit before we go to eat. but again, lights off, and they sang birthday song for me. rachel brought a cake which she kept in my fridge. (y i dono??) and came to me. i was like, wow WONDERFUL, GREAT and dono what should i say. i thought the celebration will be just eating in summit n done because everyone having mid term in this week. everyone was buzy studying and preparing for their papers. i never expect a grand one, (i think is quite grand la) and 22 of them celebrate for me!!o thanks guys, i dono how to describe my feeling. this is weird because i used to talk a lot, but suddenly i lose my ability to talk and think. SURPRISE of the cake and the gift. cake was baked by rachel(thanks rachel), and the gift is a video produced by chiausim with the participation of everyone else. we took pictures, ate the cake( it tasted good! good job rachel), laughed and many more.
this is the video that produced by chiausim, which made me feel like crying. thanks guys
this will be the first time i celebrate my birthday without my family and my JENJAROM GANG. memorable, sweet and unforgetful day. i will not forget the day i became sweet 17, because of you guys. you all made the difference. beamed my birthday with sparkles. thanks michelle, chiausim, nicholas, may, ivan, wailoong. victor, jess, cally, yancy, yion, another nic(i should call him ah mok arh), jason, rachel, jasmine, joan, chan, billy, ilex, justin, jean and letticia for coming for the party. thanks another jasmine for her present. (it's a lovely red blouse!!a-ha, RED color!) and another guy for post laju a bag to my house. though i dun really like the design but appreciate his heart. hahaha...thanks....thanks for those who wished me!!
surprise!!i really looked surprise!!
my cake!can u see the word??it's HAPPY B'DAY JOJO!!muahahah..thanks rachel
my cake n present!!i look funny with the spec but who cares?
yeah i love this. a happy family portrait!!rachel (3rd mom), jason(daddy), jasmine(1st mom), ivan(son), jojo n chiausim
yay!!another 1~~
all girls attended that day
all the guys...hoho...we are muscular!!billy n ah mok looked funny hhaah
everyone!!!
FINALLY jojo and chiausim (dangx3)end of my storie!!*clap clap*
a chinese version will be updated soon in this blog: www.wretch.cc/blog/littleaning
please have a look. it will about the same as here, but if u can understand chinese, just go on for it!thanks n see ya!!muakzzz
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