almost

i almost had an accident just now.

when i was fetching my bro by motorbike.

there was two bumpers on my right hand side. usually cars would slow down when come to the bumper. and i can cross the road while the cars stop down, as usual, like what i always do.

then when i intended to cross the road, that was this one car who didn't slow down, in fact it kinda accelerated. so luckily i saw the car coming, immediately stop. the car wasn't that close to us, yet it was traumatizing.

i never thought i would have a chance to use emergency break. i could feel the inertia after i break. my bro hit my back so hard. no, i wasn't complaining about the inertia. i was just angry at myself, why would i assume all cars will do the same thing when they cross the bumpers? of course there are some exception!

how if i ride very fast, stop immediately? i couldn't imagine how strong the impact would be. FYI, both of us were not wearing helmet. my skinny brother would have just flew away from the motorbike, and....

i couldn't think anything else right now.


there's nobody to talk. i feel so restless. i want to break down. this is far than what i expect.


almost.