How to train your dragon

watched How to Train your dragon with baby last night. he wanted to watch KL Drift 2, but well, I won! okie la, next time i teman ya watch k?

movie review again.

I am always a big fan of an animation movie. i love to see how the animation and the graphic in the movie. so, enough said, this is definitely my cup of tea.

one thing i like about this is, the dragons and the background are kinda unique and interesting. for all the Hollywood movie, dragons have been the bad monster all the time. they emit fire, and get killed the next moment. so i guess, in order to change this default picture in everyone's head, the team had put in a lot of effort in designing the cute dragon so it could be acceptable and adorable.

and i gotta say, BIG EYES are always a weakness for me. i just cannot resist anything with big eyes. i have fetish with big eyes. big eyes ex bf, big eyes current bf, big eyes lion doll. and without exception, the big eyes dragon-Toothless got all my attention. i couldn't count how many times i had said "OMG SO CUTE!" in the cinema.

** Toothless is a mixture of a cat, a bat and a puppy. ruff rufff!

Don't know which country one. i think Japanese. Toothless looks superb cute here!!!!

moral values in this movie was quite meaningful too. listening to someone who is younger than u is not easy. we will always have this mindset that, oh you are younger, u gotta listen to me. in fact, different people from different generation, they develop things in different ways. so, i think in a way, this movie successfully portray that believing and having faith in someone, especially who is younger than u, it can make a difference. *cough* i think it somehow hint on my attitude recently. hahaha

anyway, another thing that is impressive is the Asian music found throughout the movie. sometimes i heard some ancient drum soundtrack, or some Chinese oriental music. correct me if im wrong. i find it pretty interesting. these people are so great to compose such wonderful things. awesome blossom!!!!

BUT, i wonder why there is difference in accent they are speaking. the old ones speak Scottish accent (if im not mistaken) but the younger one, they speak American accent! WHYY?

Big Fat dragon threatening the twins!

for an unknown reason, i have a certain level of dislike towards the female character Astrid in the movie. don't ask me why, i just find her annoying. in my opinion though. her hair, her face and etc. urgh. sorry la, if i offended anyone.

all in all, i rate it 9 over 10!


everybody loves awesome blossom movie!!!!


ps: after watching the movie, i had a weird dream at night. i dreamed that i saw a lion, with Garfield face. totally out of topic i know. but i strongly feel that it must have something to do the movie. i have vivid imagination hehe

relationships

just saw this quote from Jasmine's blog, that i find it meaningful.

Sometimes, I just feel that we should never put expectation in any relationship. When you expect too much out of a relationship, you may be hurt when the standards set are not met.

indeed. when we are settled down for a new identity, we will set up new standards for our partners. like what should they do. how should they behave. in a way, there is molding process, by molding the partners into some ideal person that u always want them to be.

when standards have not been met, we blame each other. we feel resentful. well, it may not apply to all of us. but it does apply to me.


as a bf, i want you to this and that
as a bf, you should behave like this and that
as a bf, you shouldn't do this and that to me


ain't that sound familiar?


i find that adhering to those rules set by myself is not as easy as it seem. every single person in this world is unique. nobody can force u to change anything. even the power of love. so to say.

day and day, i torture myself in the bubbles i made, grumbling to myself that what standards he had not met and how upset i was.

and frankly speaking. i'm tired of following the standards already.

so, i decided to set myself free. free from any expectations. free from any standards i made for myself and for him.


i truly hope things work out between us.

saw this interesting line as well: in 5 years time, will all these problems matter?


well, i don't think so. and i figure out, why bother much? just enjoy life!

Alice in Wonderland

guess my previous post scared some of my friends of there. "You look intimidating!" that's what they commented.

anyway, another movie review. Alice in Wonderland.

well, how do i start off with?

i wasn't quite satisfied with that movie frankly speaking. well, i purposely watched the Alice in Wonderland Cartoons (1951) on Youtube. and though i thought the cartoon was completely random, and out of focus, yet, it proves that it was much better than the hollywood version of Alice in Wonderland. 

reason being, one. the beginning part was a bit draggy. the part where Alice shrinking and growing out size has been unnecessarily long. she wasted many time in figuring out how to get through the small door. well, maybe that's the whole point of the movie. yet, it will make the audience to get bored, especially those who haven't watched Alice in Wonderland before. 

two, i simply don't like the girl who played as Alice. she was err...stiff. stiff in her facial expression, and her body gestures too. she can still look the same when she was happy and she was crying. did i over-exaggerate it? nah, i honestly think that many teen actress out there can be much better than her. but not Miley Cyrus please.

three, the whole movie has turned into the typical hollywood fantastic storyline. oh, the girl is the outsider, she is fated/predicted/ destiny/prophesy to be the CHOSEN ONE, who can rescue the whole nation. when i was watching, it really reminds me of Narnia. see, they both have white and red parties that are opponent on each other. they both have bizzare looking monster/creature in the war. well, maybe they just wana make the story to make sense after all? but, sorry fail max.

yet, i like certain characters in the movies too. though i'm kinda big fan of Johnny Depp but his Mad Hatter doesn't please me that much. like him in Public Enemies. =)

i like the red queen. Helena Bonham Carter. she was really good. what a mean queen, that was actually lonely deep inside her heart. i remembered she said that, it is better for people to awe u, instead of loving u. something like that, cnt really remember completely though.

awesome make up skills too! head 3 size bigger hahaha

and, i love the cat too! i couldn't stop laughing when the cat appeared on the screen, he looks more adorable compared to the cartoon version. he was just...wow...i don't know how to put in words. he's just too amazing! hahahahahaha. not to forget the twins. yet, they seem happier in the cartoons. they looked like they are suppressing their thoughts in this movie. like something is on their mind and they couldn't really be happy?

perhaps that's the style of Tim Burton. the movie was actually quite depressed. couldn't sense any merry in the movie, even after the victory. FabberWacken? nah, it didn't impact me much. 

overall, the movie is best if u can watch it at home, rather than watching in cinema. coz...at least when u r annoyed by the damn Alice in the movie, whom is like superb damn noob and stiff, u can skip her part, and jump to other scenes. 

i rate it 7 over 10.

i sound so mean! damn, too much of Gossip Girls. btw, it was all my humble opinion. and it's completely subjective. so yeahh...

Off the Heads!

- Alice in Wonderland -

fake one

im supposed to work on my magazine layout today. FYI, we are doing on SUPERNATURAL, so the layout all those must look a bit spooky and creepy wan la...

then i wanted to try out hw to make some ordinary picture look ghosty, so i tried by using my old picture, a super hideous wan without make up.

there:

i know it's ugly so i put it very small. so imma gonna change it to some scary looking but yet pretty ghost! hmmm, that's what i think la hahaha

creepy not?
i actually also a bit scared by the effect. aiyerr, superb ghostly la tsk tsk...
luckily i did this in the morning, not midnight hahahaha...

alright, that's random update! few more assignments to go! YOOOOSSSSSHHHHHHH

midnight oil

it's 1.43am in the morning. the reason for me to stay awake is because, finally i have some inspiration for my case study assignment.

im not meant to show off, but i realize that when i have inspiration to do something, i can complete it in a rather fast speed.

for example, i have completed 70% of my assignment. 1500 minimum, and i already have 1927 words, excluding the references, headings and other craps! so it already reach 7 pages, and more is coming!

so cool huh?

alright, the whole point of me blogging here is to show off. and sorry to my friend that i cnt attend the seminar, because i really really need to get all my assignments done before due dates, i have MANY OTHER assignments waiting for me. MAGAZINE LAYOUT omg suck my blood to max weiiiii....

okie this is how i look now. sleep deprived and stress. sobbb sobbb...but duh, not with the thick make up!


btw, i finally is eat STEAMBOAT liao. yayyy! after several months! *slurps*

nity people! and im wondering why my "enter" button isn't working perfectly now? could it because i always key the button very hard? don't laaaaaa....

Bukit TInggi

hey there! it was a busy week ahead. quiz. assignments. magazine design and etc. somehow i find that social loafing is extremely true, especially when i end up taking over the job where people don't wana do. sigh.

may i quote from Spiderman?

"With great power, you will have greater responsibilities,"

cheh, like i damn pro like that hahaha...something like that la. anyway, im gonna blog about my bukit tinggi trip last Saturday, the day which some dramatic happened in my house and im irritated by all the consequences.

so that day, i went Alice's house, without makeup, before we left to college. met Ivan at 1st floor, and have some camwhore sessions at Alice's place. Ivan was quite....impressed by how we look after and before makeup. coz, before makeup i was like shit, but after we are damn hott!!! wheeee~~~ should have taken some before and after photos.

showing off DSLR yo!!

then, Wern Shern fetched us to bukit tinggi, not in klang, but in Bentong. damn far okie. 72KM, 1 hour and 15mins. somemore when we were going up hills the petrol was like finishing and hit the bottom, the car moving super slow, we were worried that we would have to push the car uphill. luckily we dont have to. =)

a mirror on the way uphill. and we took tons and tons of pictures in front of mirror.

OMG, we were like bees stick on Honey man

everything up there was extremely expensive. chop the tourist like chicken. US dollar not money meh? charge so much dono for what?

can u imagine? RM4.50 for one ice cream, where we can get it at RM1 here. and RM5 for a damn can of 100 plus!!!! and of course, being the kiam siap JoJo, i rather die of dehydration than buying the tourist drinks. sobb...

 

ivan and the expensive ice cream!

and then we changed into our dress, and started a day as a bimbo model. =)

i didn't take much pictures using my camera that day, as i was being photographed. i like the dress! that i bought last year, and didn't manage to wear because my mom thought it was too slutty. issshhh...

and some yet-to-be-improving photos taken by me, featuring Alice.

ALICE, I photoshopped alittle, hope u don mind. and can u see the difference that i had made? hehe

alright, time to do laundry. waiting for the next updates yo! tata~


*I wana eat PAN MEEEEEE*

bad day

i don't like power struggles. why do we need to suffer from power struggles in this world? because it's part of the political science, that worth for us to know about it, and GO THROUGH it?

i just don't understand.

blaming game is just as entertaining as always. who did this, who blame on others, who take the blame eventually. just like a guessing game? wow, interesting huh?

i might be over sensitive, and tend to think BEYOND what will happen next. but hey, it's better to be sorry than too late. is that the correct saying? whatever, i don't give a damn already.

im just a bit...shocked to see how things go so far, it is like out of control. just because u don't wana cast a bad name for the institute and u put the blame on the employee. just because u don't wana be arrested and have some bad record for ur future employment (if there's any), u are looking for someone vulnerable to take over the responsibilities?

and because im in the lowest rank of the hierarchy, i should be "blessed" to do everything for that? to pay for it? just because im the most suspicious doesn't make me a culprit. could u think by using ur brain instead of ur knees?

why am i not surprised to see how selfish people can be? money? power? reputation? nevertheless, i admit i am selfish myself. but, these have gone too far than i expect.

hah, are we doing some detective stories now? shooting CSI? gone too far i know. but the thing is, if u gonna push everything upon me, try to make me miserable. let's see, ur power and authority mean nothing to me.

afterall, is there any justice in this country? don't get me wrong, but i strongly doubt about it.

well let's pray hard that nothing will happen tomorrow. it will be a crucial day for me. no phone call please.

shit, i have a quiz tomorrow, and goddamnit, i was completely distracted from my revision, and the assignments which are queuing up to be completed. this thing is just constantly on my mind.

and now, my ipod seems to have a little problem. great. awesome day.

anniversary

once, i took months anniversary seriously. every 2th of the month, i will do some cards for him, until 6months. whereby i realize that it is some sort of counting down when are we breaking up. *touch wood*

so i decided not to emphasize on month anniversary, but the year anniversary.

and here it is! finally.

2nd March 2010. 

we didn't celebrate on the day itself. frankly i was quite depressed. because, i felt that there's no meaning if we celebrated it on other day. so yeah, but i still did this on his car.

he was surprised, while I was errm...a bit cold.

i really don't wana stay alone in casa that night. every other day, but not that night.

at night, nic fetch few of us to go Jess's house to celebrate for her. FYI, we got together on Jess's bday. after that, so happened that he texted me in the car, so i invited him over. and, we met again, or else we gotta meet on the next day sobbb...

then all of us went to Mid Valley to watch movie. *14 blades, nothing much to review though*. in the car, he gave me the couple ring that i have always wanted to have it. thanks baby! *photos coming soon*


and the proper celebration on Thursday night, TENJI.

 

  

Buffet restaurant. 

i enjoy the sashimi sssssoooo MUCHHH! but baby no taste wan, he doesn't like raw fish. 

butter fish is like BLAST TO THE MAX k?

i took butter fish for many many times.

 

i think he was eating beef. cnt remember.

 

fruit tarts yummm...

 

the clip that for us to order some food.

 

the main reason i wana go Tenji!!!!

BR BR BR BR BR BR!!!!

take as much as u can!!!

 

the whole place was quite comfy. I like the garden-style deco.

 

see the queue? he's actually damn proud that he booked the place that we dun havta wait. well done!!

i like this the most. =)

and in the end, we were like super full. spot his big tummy in the pic. fei zai hahahaha...

dear baby BKF,

thanks for being beside me for the past 1 year. it was the happiest year that i have ever had. though there were a short period of time that we were apart, but i guess, everything happens for a reason. without that period, i would not know how important u are in my life, and that i treasure u in my heart. 

the reason i want a couple ring is that, i always want some assurance that u are still beside me. im a bloody attention seeker. i don't wana feel insecure especially when u are leaving next year. i don't wana be too attached to u too. 

but now, regardless of what happen in the future, i have faith in u.

thanks for ur patience dear. that u tried to listen to me, instead of turning away from me.

thanks for the meals and gift that u have given to me.

thanks for ur effort to make me happy when i was stress and emo.

happy anniversary baby. love u as always. xoxo~

love,

TYR.