CHEER UP!

wow, suddenly realize that my previous blog post was a bit gloomy, urgh! soree, not my style anyway!

so in order to cheer myself up, i suddenly addicted to those pop female artists' music video. i really love Beyonce's "Single Ladies", but yet, what really made my day was her.







Jolin Tsai.

back to my high school days, my gang loves to learn her dance, coz she really looks gorgeous in those music video. all of us wish to be like her. as slim as her. as good in dancing as her. as stylish as her. not to forget, as HOT as her.

my favorite was her "Wei Wu Dun Zun", "Real Man" and "Ai Bu She".


watch them in youtube, u will find her stunningly beautiful in those MVs. especially when she's wearing super high heels when dancing all the way. all u can say is WOW. very awesome.

and which reminds me that, i've actually met her last year in a concert. the memory which i've almost forgotten. ARHHH, sometimes being nostalgic isn't bad right? i met Show Luo too, which usually known as Xiao Zhu. his sister loves Xiao Zhu very much, and i suddenly have the thought to show off. HAHA, but well, it's not my place to do so.

anyway, watching those MVs really cheer me up. she's one of the artists that i admire, for the sake of dancing most likely. her singing was...well not gonna comment much. Angela Chang has really talented voice than her. MAN, really miss those days that i can just sit down and listen to radio, discuss about their latest debut among our friends. now, everyone is busy, and im occupied with Lady Gaga's music. all those overplayyed songs in radio station. urgh!

i'm alone.

burden

am i a burden to people around me?

my family?
my friends?

without me, my parents won't have to spend a single cent on me. they can keep those money on my siblings, who are more attached to them, more than i do

without me, my friends would have a better life. no need to endure my freaking hot temper

without me, world seems happier.

can u guys please stop fighting?
i hate this so much!
u might not realize it,
but i really really dun like that awkwardness.
please...

dreams

crap! i have very weird yet vivid dreams recently.

remember i said i dreamed about my mom passed away? i dreamed that again few days ago.

and just now, i dreamed that my dad died! and this is the closest to reality, something regarding to his current job.

OMG why did it happen? is that a sign or something? please tell me NO!

i need a hand.

GOODBYE

bye bye chye ling!!! we will see u after 1 year! take care!

please ignore my retarded look k?

bye bye smart girl, funny girl!
oh ya, did i mention that i've known her for 9 YEARS?!!
woo hooo~
glad to know u chye ling
all the best when u pursue ur studies there k?
faster get a GUAI LOU bf come back ar...hahahaha

huge impact. i need some time.

few days in a row!

heyya! watched 2 movies in 2days, and promise that im gonna give a review on it. (Jess n Chiausim said so). so yeah, watched G force n The Ugly Truth.

first G force.


the only comment i have is "SPEECHLESS". yeah, like totally completely extravagantly SPEECHLESS.

beginning it was okie. u will fell in love with the small yet sophisticated technology those guinea pigs have. like Facebook-ing with a laptop propotianate to their size. a device to convert their Guinea pig language into English when they speak. a plastic ball with tiny motorcycle in it, with key provided. (u know like those auto key for us to lock the car?) some really fascinating tools they have for their secret mission. all those gave u a WOW feeling.

BUT, after that getting bored. well, what do u expect? Walt Disney ma. what they did? they copy some scenes from transformer II. those electrical appliance transform into a killing machine! so familiar...then, the villian (a mole) was initially their partner with a name "Yanshu". funny thing is, Yanshu is the Mandarin translation for Mole. 鼹鼠 = mole!

OMG!!!!!!!! REALLY ZA DOUUUUUU....it's something like kungfu panda. Wugui master, the mandarin name for tortoise. AISSSHEEEEHHHH....i wonder whether these production use such tactic to attract those Asian market especially in China?

and yeah, after few minutes that mole revealed himself as a BAD GUY, the good guinea pig convinced him, with those memories the mole had with them and all. the mole said: OH NO, WHAT HAVE I DONE?

damn it, few minutes ago he's the bad wan, intend to destroy the world, next minute, he regretted and return to a good wan. no climax. even Up is better. there's no a really up and down in this movie. i have to say that i am a bit dissapointed. typical Disney movie. all of us were so speechless! *shook head* and yeah, it's full with BLACK EYED PEAS's song! dah la over play on radio, in movie also got? TERRIBLE BETULLLL....

i rate it 4 over 10!

next, the ugly truth.


it was okie, quite predictable the storyline. coz at the end u know this girl for sure will get along with the other guy. like all those romance comedy. sometimes such movie can be a treat especially after i had watched all those dying and tragedic movie.

lotsa jokes regarding sex and woman. not a movie for high schoolers. (like duh, 18PL) hahaha...

i really like Katherine Heigl. since Grey's Anatomy. she doesn't fake around like some other female artists. (i think). and she really has nice body! *wooooooooo~*

and Gerard Butler really impressed me honestly. totally different personality in PS I love you. he look so "jian" in this movie, and i really feel like slapping him for some jokes that insulted woman! GRRRRRR....

i rate it 6 over 10!

and yesssss! we finally have our reunion last night, after 1 and half years! ah qian going off to UK soon. she's leaving on Sat night yet she's having farewell on Friday night. funny girl la...tsk tsk!

ah qian, one of the smartest student in our school that time. the best in ADD MATHS!!!! some of us said she's better than our teacher. well, of coz she's flattered! she said, she felt uncomfortable when she didn't do add maths. doing add maths was a daily routine for her, just like having meal! super YENG!!!!!!! salute u ah qian!

so we had steamboat! then camwhoring session at her new house! WAAAAHHH her house really gigantic man! so BIG!!!!!!!!! and well decorated! lovey her house! and we had a great time!!!!


we will miss u AH QIAN!!!! take care when u fly there k? dun so addicted to those Hong Kong drama la...haha

lameness.

thanks to BKF, im getting lamer these days. i am lame, but i seldom let it out. but now, be ready to receive my super ultra lameness!!!!!! MUAHAHAHAHA

so what happen was i had a very weird dream. i dreamed that 2 friends of mine who are not supposed to know each other get together! and surprisingly, their combination somehow quite cute!



let me review the groom n the bride!!!!









TADDDDDAAA!!!

- combine picture of him and her -

Jason, from segi college, is currently studying in St Cloud Uni in US. smart, have good sense in fashion, creative, nonsense, funny, leadership charisma.

AHzi, from Jenjarom, Convent Klang. best friend of mine for 12 years!!!! woo hooo!!! intelligent, blur case, funny, PRETTY (most importantly), friendly, gentle and feminine.




don't get me wrong. im not some kind of match maker. i was just being random. so i put what i have dreamed into my beloved bloggie. besides, like i said, good dreams will not come true if i tell everyone. so this happens. i told so many people, and most likely this dream will not come true. awwwwww...

hey, she got bf d k??? i wish her all the best for her relationship. she's really tough for a long distance relationship. GOOD LUCK AHZI!!!!! and this pic was...just a joke! whoever out there, don't take it seriously arrrrr...


muahahahahahahha...thanks for reading!

traumatic.


hmmm, it's a bit exaggerating to use the word traumatic. yet i am seriously going into this stage right now. too many things happened in my house recently. within 1 week, many things changed, many decision had been made.

the worst thing would be my dog. my dog, had injured his leg last time, due to an accident. after it recovered, this stupid dog went to fight with other dogs for his girlfriend. injured again. severe bleeding, the wound was so deep that can even see the bones in it. after some medication (last week), he finally can walk. yet, this annoying mengada stupid dog went to fight again. this time, not so lucky anymore. the same leg was bitten again, and started bleeding. the wound quickly spread up to the whole leg and deteriorate like nobody business.

my dad is having some crisis at the same time. as my dog is really serious and cannot be treated, he...he...he sent the dog away. to some garbage site and dump him there! my mom cooked the delicious last meal for the dog yet...my dad didn't allow him to have it. in fact, he can barely eat and walk now, seems he's walking towards end of his life.

i was....i don't know. sending a dog away, which is dying? cruel isn't it? i don't know how to describe this feeling. i wasn't close with him when he was around. well, im afraid of dog. so yeah...my parents spend more time with him. my brother and sister were close to him as well. but....sending him away, seems nothing to my siblings. they still watch TV, play online games, read comics and all without any emotional changes.

i really feel depressed. for the dog. for my dad. and my own worries for something else.




why everything has to come together at the same time?



no more barking at my house. the house seems silent...im so overwhelmed with this strange silence...



by the way, the dog named "Lucky". this time, Lucky isn't so lucky anymore.


rest in peace lucky.

back from the Crab Island!

just came back from Crab Island, or mostly known as the Pulau Ketam. a tiring but FUN trip! it was scorching HOT! fire burning. thanks to the sunblock. i didnt get sunburn. recommending Sunplay sunblock, SPF 65!
photography photography. just realize that this is my PASSION, which i have been searching for so long. maybe i'm not so good in it, but i really love to take photos, as well as being in a photo. will practice more and more to get better skills and better pictures!

and yeah, the trip was really fun! despite of Letty and Chee Wei making jokes all the time, we (i mean me) got to use DSLR cameras from Olympus. it was so COOL! the color contrast, the shutter speed, the quality of the photo taken really caught my attention! awww...but it costs RM1.5k, quite cheap actually, however, i shouldn't be greedy. i already have my dad's camera and i should be grateful. BYE BYE Olympus DSLR f620. i will miss u!

some shots that i like. not much. and don't expect too much.

and the ultimate random nonsensical weirdo pictures that i took


i present u...


















tadda!
Maybank can be found in Pulau Ketam, and the ATM machine works just like any other outlets on the land! *balances are not be shown due to privacy properties*

Media blackout!

im not supposed to online now. due to an assignment given by our lecturer, we should have a media blackout, that block all the internets, computers, handphone, TVs, radios, Ipod, MP3. even books for leisure are forbidden temporarily. according to her, this is our chance to spend quality time with friends and family.

err well, frankly speaking i'm not doing it well.

first, yesterday i was filled with tons and tons of anger and dissatisfaction. i cannot express it through blogging it, nor watching series to distract me. so the emotions accumulated inside me, and it is not so good for my health.

2nd, every calls and messages seem important to me. i havta answer them, maybe they will get depressed when they didn't receive my reply? maybe that was an emergency?

3rd, my family is in JENJAROM. i repeat, my family is in JENJAROM. which means that i am not beside them, how am i supposed to spend my quality time with them? this is so unfair to me if cut down all the media.

4th, i miss Kim Hyun Joong.


okie, let's go back to the first point, which im really pissed by this fella. not to mention who, but this particular person really pissed me off. anything that he/she said or did would just caught me rolling my eyes automatically, like a reflex action. a very strong JS towards this fella. even stronger than the other one that i've been JS all the time. wow, how did i endure this man? i suddenly feel so proud of myself, for not to express my feelings in front of everyone. except for him who knows everything about me. WTF!

take a deep breath!

better after sharing in here. i really will get a tumor soon if i keep all these hatred inside.

i've soooooo many things pending. but, i shall watch a show now, then i go to sleep. Pulau Ketam trip tomorrow! yayyyy!!!

i miss you,
i shall see you next week.

overwhelming

never had this feeling before.

something preoccupied me, the feeling is so strong and overwhelming.

i miss you.

FINAL DESTINATION

yesh peeps, u are absolutely right. nothing is wrong with ur eyes. i watched final destination just now. and basically i have a very stupid reason for it and in the end, i was forced to watch it.

this is the most ridiculous, nonsense and terrible, horrible movie that i had ever watched.

like what the hell, for no reason they die so abruptly. the blood split everywhere. the body separated from the head and all. ewwww, gross. no story line at all, fated to die in a very disgusting way. the characters seems so fragile. the way they die are so unlogical. ewwww...

no storyline. no good cast. no great sound effect. the whole thing is so EMPTY. nonsense.

halo, i dun understand why people are willing to pay for the ticket and watch such a disgusting movie. for ghost movie i understand la, some of them really challenging, and all the ghost have a sad story behind them. (err, maybe not all, but mostly) and it DOES have a moral value. like do not take revenge la, appreciate people surround u and all. HALO, by watching this, do u get excited when people die like that? life seems nothing to them. die die die. and that's it? does that sufficient enough to make a successful movie?

even Orphan is better. Orphan has a clear story line, and the actress really did a very good job. their expression of emotions, their dialogue, the shots and transition in the movie made it a great movie. it DOES have a strong emotional impact on me.

whatever, above is just my personal opinion. u can invite me to watch action, adventure or even some mentality distortion movie is much better than this ridiculous movie. DAMN, i wasted the money because i covered my eyes most of the time.

oh ya, the irony part is, the production coordinator is also JoJo. grrrr...what a day!

ANOTHER SIDE

well, if u read my previous post, sorry for the complaints i had made. anyway, trying to be cheerful now! wheee~

remember that i mentioned that i had worked for Dove project for the whole august? well, today is 1ST SEPTEMBER! and no more WORKING! wooo hooo~~~ (insert hallelujah at the background)

this project was more fun than the previous Dove project. i guess it's because im slowly get used to the working system, and there are more young promoters in Watson this time. so, i get to know a lot of friends!

i miss the time that we were gossiping about the customers in Watson. some arrogant, some rude customers. we complain about them and laugh on our own.

i miss the time that they came to me out of a sudden, and start talking nonsense.

i can see the friendship growing. at the last day of my working, i really miss u girls.
Tiffany

HongLing, Tiffany, JoJo, Wern Ni

Jessica! muahaha, she looks so adorable isn't it? i wonder why my the other friend Jessica, who is commonly known as Jess/ Lim Yu Hui is not as gentle as this Jessica? and she's taking make up course! woww...*see, we have the same hair color!* she's very friendly and a very good customer of mine! she bought 3 Dove 1000mL body wash from me! awwwwww, very de kind!

Wern Ni. doesn't talk much with her, she's kinda shy i think. but she likes to call my name in a distorted/ weird way. she likes to call me "GIO GIO~" something like that, with high pitch voice! ewwwww, goosebumps haha...

Michele. selling choc! eh why i didn't get to eat any choc from u ar? haha, she's funny. my first impression was that she looks quiet, after i got to know her. oh well, u know...like to snake with me! yayyy! we love snaking!

HongLing! ah, she's as inocent as a little girl. likes to ask me lotsa things, from cosmetics to psychology disorder. a weird but funny little girl. always get bullied wan haha. i am nt that smart like u think la k? all i have is just a bit of luck. dun envy me. she has a gift actually, she can sense my moodiness even i covered it well. somore comfort me, she is not good in it, yet she tried. haha, cute little funny girl. gotta miss ya lots.


Xinlei. or she likes to be called as "Xiao Xiao Li" whatever la, likes to pan cute. tsk tsk. haha, she's my best snaking partner. 70% of my snaking power already! very cute. always hang out with her when i was working. she is damn random. when i was really FOCUSED on working, she can suddenly left her corner, and come beat me from the back. for no reason. she said" waah, why so serious now ar? dun pretend la..." what kind of girl is this?

oh ya, did i say that she's SHORTER than me? muahahahahahahah, she's so gonna kill me if she sees this. BUT, she's a basketball player, and i am nothing. damn, taller a bit also no difference. she can run faster than me, more strength than me wei! i m stronger than itu lim yu hui, yet this small girl here is stronger than me. LIM YU HUI U PADAN MUKA LA HAHAHAHAHAHAHA...GROW SO TALL ALSO TAK ADA GUNA!!!!!

happy hours is over. and i shall sleep now! freaking sleepy. some problem in the transcript just now. hopefully nothing bad happen. *finger crossed*

Confused.

i m really mad at the timetable of our new sem this time. out of a sudden, shifted my tuesday afternoon class to Saturday morning at the last minute, without informing the day before. we sat in the class and waited for the lecturer to come. what we got in the end? a notice at the counter saying that the class is cancelled and rescheduled to Saturday morning for the whole semester. WTF?! i spent two Tuesday being so unproductive. came to college, last min class cancelled, hang out around doing nothing.

is it fun to fool us around? yeah right, pregnant is like everything. wow, whole world have to change because of ur growing belly eh? ridiculous! irresponsible! and u call urself as an adult? a growing adult that is responsible for what u promised to do? FUNNY! haha, very funny!

stupid timetable. i'm adding one subject in order to prevent the CGPA decline so fast. phew, hope it really works out. do u wana know what is my timetable?

Tuesday 3.30 to 6.30
Wednesday 12 to 3, 3.30 to 6.30
Friday 8.30 to 12.30
Saturday 9 to 12

what an excellent timetable!!!! i cannot go back home right after Friday class! DAMN IT!
SYFGDFFREGEHWITHVERKHEY&&^(*%#&$^(^*)&DVFGTHSGSJVSFGHRIGERBENTHE
(insert any anger foul words that u can think of)

and i really cannot stand my housemates. is it something wrong with me? i find it very hard to clique with them. like seriously, CANNOT. despite all the awkwardness we have, we err...i don't know. everytime when im going back casa, i feel that my heart falls down, like something is burdening me. living with a bunch of people that do not have anything in common is not easy as it seems.

yeah, some of them is okie, friendly. but we remain as the acquaintance stage. talk sometimes regarding to the house matters and all. but there's one. i really cannot communicate with her. everytime i saw her she will show this kind of face, like looking me as if i'm an annoying mosquito. when she spoke to me, it must be something about pay for something we share. oh ya, mention about this, she will buy something without discussing with us (or maybe just me?) and straight away ask us to pay.

"JoJo ar, i bought this ***, all of us have to pay rm***."

pathetic? that's the only line that she will talk to me. haha.

even now they are planning to celebrate another housemate's birthday, i err...of coz being left out. but...looking at them, i suddenly feel that my presence must be troublesome too. sometimes, i really dun wana stay at here. i rather staying over other people's house, or at least some friends of mine come and stay overnight with me. when they are having their holiday, whereby the whole unit left me only, as the other two housemates who stay in Sabah and Maldives respectively will not be around. they will be travelling. so the whole unit left me alone. WAAHH, do u know how relieved i was? not doing anything without worrying whether will i bother them? not seeking permission or "face" when im about to use anything? i really cannot stand this kind of feeling.

guess i'm anti social.

i wana move out. seriously speaking.