Confused.

i m really mad at the timetable of our new sem this time. out of a sudden, shifted my tuesday afternoon class to Saturday morning at the last minute, without informing the day before. we sat in the class and waited for the lecturer to come. what we got in the end? a notice at the counter saying that the class is cancelled and rescheduled to Saturday morning for the whole semester. WTF?! i spent two Tuesday being so unproductive. came to college, last min class cancelled, hang out around doing nothing.

is it fun to fool us around? yeah right, pregnant is like everything. wow, whole world have to change because of ur growing belly eh? ridiculous! irresponsible! and u call urself as an adult? a growing adult that is responsible for what u promised to do? FUNNY! haha, very funny!

stupid timetable. i'm adding one subject in order to prevent the CGPA decline so fast. phew, hope it really works out. do u wana know what is my timetable?

Tuesday 3.30 to 6.30
Wednesday 12 to 3, 3.30 to 6.30
Friday 8.30 to 12.30
Saturday 9 to 12

what an excellent timetable!!!! i cannot go back home right after Friday class! DAMN IT!
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(insert any anger foul words that u can think of)

and i really cannot stand my housemates. is it something wrong with me? i find it very hard to clique with them. like seriously, CANNOT. despite all the awkwardness we have, we err...i don't know. everytime when im going back casa, i feel that my heart falls down, like something is burdening me. living with a bunch of people that do not have anything in common is not easy as it seems.

yeah, some of them is okie, friendly. but we remain as the acquaintance stage. talk sometimes regarding to the house matters and all. but there's one. i really cannot communicate with her. everytime i saw her she will show this kind of face, like looking me as if i'm an annoying mosquito. when she spoke to me, it must be something about pay for something we share. oh ya, mention about this, she will buy something without discussing with us (or maybe just me?) and straight away ask us to pay.

"JoJo ar, i bought this ***, all of us have to pay rm***."

pathetic? that's the only line that she will talk to me. haha.

even now they are planning to celebrate another housemate's birthday, i err...of coz being left out. but...looking at them, i suddenly feel that my presence must be troublesome too. sometimes, i really dun wana stay at here. i rather staying over other people's house, or at least some friends of mine come and stay overnight with me. when they are having their holiday, whereby the whole unit left me only, as the other two housemates who stay in Sabah and Maldives respectively will not be around. they will be travelling. so the whole unit left me alone. WAAHH, do u know how relieved i was? not doing anything without worrying whether will i bother them? not seeking permission or "face" when im about to use anything? i really cannot stand this kind of feeling.

guess i'm anti social.

i wana move out. seriously speaking.