mid term over!

yo peeps! mid term is OVER! OVER OVER OVER! walalalalalalala...i dun like exams, i hate studying for exams, i hate burning midnight oils just to cover a few chapters! issshhhh...BUT anyway, exam is over!!!!!

prom is coming, like really close. next friday. i gained weight d, dono whether still can fit the dress i bought last time? kinda worry actually. facing some crisis in handling performances. realize that maybe im not that capable in organizing event like what i think i am? well, im having difficulties to deal with my emotional instability recently. having roller coaster of emotions. sigh...poor thing. people around me havta endure my weird temper. soree people, will try to control it. do understand me please.

i really need to prioritize my job now. im treating my studies in this sem sambil lewa, meaning? do all my studies without my best. i slept in most of the classes. all my energy and time contributed to prom, and other stuffs. STUDIES! shouldn't studies and result are my first priority? this prom has turned me upside down. im no longer the same person. stupid prom. hate it hate it hate it!

i miss home. i miss dad. i miss dad home-cooked dishes. i miss mom. i miss the moment i complain evything happened to her. i miss my stupid sister. i miss all her dumbness. i miss my brother. i miss his stubbornness! argghhhhh i miss home! really miss home. i wana go home. really homesick now. JENJAROM JENJAROM JENJAROM JENJAROM JENJAROM! why are u so far away? far far away!

visit to his house really made the homesick feeling getting stronger. watched their family casual talks reminds me of my family too. i really miss them lots. bits and bits, engulfing me. the feeling of loneliness without family. OMG im such a family girl!

all the best for my coming grand event. have been talking crap all the while. guess i was depressed for my BIO result. sigh...should really study harder and harder. i have no one to blame but myself.

I...adore you
- Transformer II -