MNS.

alright, i think u all will be very curious what do i mean by MNS. it's actually known as the MidNight Syndrome. everytime when i stay awake over midnight, i will have this syndrome automatically.

the syndromes are:
- homesick out of sudden
- depressed
- painful at every parts of the body
- panic attack
- hyperactive, followed by depressed episodes

well, i cnt explain much about it, it's just...errr...how to say? an usual routine. now im having my joint pain at my left middle finger. the painful was like someone penetrating a needle through my finger. ARRRGGGGHHHHH pain pain pain!

by the way, speaking of depressed, im really depressed for my paper today. err, well yesterday i mean. DAMN IT! i screwed both my statistic and biology paper. for stats, i didn't expect so many essay parts. okie, when u heard of STATISTIC, what came across ur mind? lotsa calculations and formula right? BUT, i will like to emphasize the word "BUT", this lecturer is the most eccentric person that i have ever seen in my 18 years of life. we did ESSAYS for statistic instead of calculations. i prefer calculations, coz its based on concept and understanding. however, essay parts need to memorize all those theories! and the tips he gave are not so ACCURATE my gossshhhh!! im so gonna get my FIRST C for this bloody idiot donkey subject la...oh ya, the irony part is that, english composition 2, their final paper consists of all MCQ questions. so so super irony right?

and yeah yeah, not to mention about Bio. 60 questions. too many words, i read till wanna sleep d. my eyes damn painful. and on the other hand, the questions are so tricky. the answers are so similar to each other, and all of them have likelihood to become the answer. SHIT. really shit la. victor was so confident. yet im struggling. another B or C for this subject again.

really hate this semester. my studies are going down the slope, and declining like nobody business.

im depressed, but not with the typical JoJo depressed look. im completely emotionless, or a bit hyper especially during the yamcha session just now. i think this is the highest level of my depression la. being emotionless for too depressed event. most probably, my brain's ability of controling the emotions have malfunctioned. DAMN IT!

anything la, dun bloody care d. no strength at all now. really need to go for medical check up. my whole body is like an old and "lao giak" machine, that is gonna wear off soon. ohhh, young face with an old lady's body. sounds coool huh?

lalalala...


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depressed....




by the way, Letty's free gigantic huge large big and dono what description la, the MILK TEA from wong kok. damn big and really worth it. next time we shall go there when someone birthday again. haha...
nah, the very huge milk tea!
zoom in!

oh well, my 2.0 megapixel phone camera cannot compete with Chow Sze Wei's 5.0 megapixel phone camera la. maybe in these pictures can't really show how big it is, im waiting for other pictures to come in. the glass is bigger than my head! really!


alright, i shall go back to sleep.

stupid joints...grrrrr...