OUTINGS!


after withdrawing myself from all the camps organized in december, it's time for me to relax and SHOP!! I had a few outings so far, which are all memorable!!let me show u the pictures. pictures speak a thousand words!


23th december 2008

went out with Chiausim, Nicholas, Joan and meet up Justin at pyramid. it was fun! because it had been a long time since my last meet with them, especially Chiausim. we used to meet each other everyday for past few months. i had so many stories to update! we watched Twilight, which is kinda interesting! gonna read twilight (book), thanks to Chiausim! then we went window shopping, choose some shirts for Chiausim coz she said she wana change her dressing style next year, to look GENTLE and ELEGANT. okie, u doubt right? so do i haha! but anyways, i advised her on some feminine attire.nah, im fashion advisor! Joan wana buy pillow, we teman her for a while. i wana buy eyeliner, we ran to all the make up stores in pyramid to look for the eye liner. end up, i bought it at the FIRST shop we went in. aiks. spent some time. after that, Joan suggested us to eat in Pancake house. nah, see the pictures!it looks so ADORABLE! the small jug is for us to add on honey on the pancake. next time u can keep this pancake house as an option to dine in. it lets u feel like as in u are at home! very comfortable!
the cute little small jug and I! urrgghh, my face looks rather chubby right? soree, keep eating non stop in past few days!


24th and 25th december 2008

okie, i went genting with my family. didn't feel like going one, coz i prefer count down with my friends. but dad force me, so? yeah...
this year genting was kinda quiet compared to last time. out of my expectations, there wasn't Christmas countdown activities! i had been waiting at the plaza since 10pm, but no Santa, No Caroling and i saw a lot of YOUNG COUPLEs( young goes to those high school kids) were waiting like me! end up, i sneaked into a bar, at which a live band was performing! there was kinda high, totally irony of out there. ordered mocktail which doesn't contain alcohol( i scare i drunk again). VIRGIN MARY. bloody hell, it was seriously virgin, cost me RM23.80 for tomato juice with some pepper sauce and salt. aiks, should order cocktail,maybe it will taste better? then the next day i played at outdoor themepark, and became baby sitter to look after my brother and sister
my little brother and I in the cabel car. it was freezing cold there with mists! urgh, kinda blur, cnt even see outside. see my hair? the wind was strong too!

three of us!

i dressed in scarf and cardigan. see? i told u, i felt very cold! if u know me well enough, u should
know i always feel old. and aiks, i forgot to wear my boots! it will look better if i wear my boots.
okie, i purposely one. i always do this, eating ice cream at genting! syoknya~ haha, and Chan taught me a new way of eating Mcd french fries, which is dipping the frenchfries in Mcd sundae cone! hey it was awesome! haha...


27th december 2008

the day which i suppose to help my mom cleaning the house. but my best buddies invited me to sg wang to shop for new year clothes. well actually i had bought my clothes and it's more than enough. but still, I WANA SHOP! so my mom finally let me go and i had really enjoyed having fun with my dearest buddies! ah yong, xuan, ah qun, ah ping and some guys! i feel comfortable and normal when i am with them. sometimes i feel i m a little alienated in my Kisiao gang because im the only one who eats extremely spicy, who dress a little "la la", who enjoy shopping than ever! but when i am with them, they are exactly the same like me! for example, im an expert in eating sambal or chili sauce, another friend of mine is good in eating chili padi. we not only eat moderate spicy food, we eat extraordinary spicy!!!!haha...okie enough of crapping, i spent RM75 for two dress, 1 t-shirt and a pair of shoes! it's so freaking cheap especially in times square! my friends bought more than me, yong she bought 12 items!in only 4 hours!hello, im not rich and i don't really love branded clothes, so sg wang and time square are the best places for me! enjoy...

before depart to sg wang. camwhore at qun's house and waiting for them

yong and i! actually i had taken pictures with others, but it takes so long for me to upload, so just forget about it

dang! my new hair style! my fringe is kinda short, hope it will grow longer when it's cny

signing out to sleep! tata~



Sleeping,
JoJo

finally, im BACK!

im back to my computer, err...to be more precise, my MacBook.

im back to my lovely home after spending 2 weeks of my holidays for campS.

im back to my TV and drama series! i didn't watch TV since the second semester begins, which is around mid of august i think? amazing right? i used to watch TV everyday when i was in high school. now i feel old because i don't really interested in watching drama series anymore. i watch just for the sake of watching, not enjoying. anyways, im watching moonlight resonance (ga hou yuet yuen)

sorry for less blogging these few days. i was really busy. let me give you a brief review of what have i done in the past two weeks.
1. on 12th december 2008
i have my public speaking musical play. this bloody play stressed me up for a few weeks and we had a lot of internal conflicts. i feel frustrated as i have to work with some particular people who don't care about the play at all. how irresponsible isn't it? the play seriously drew me to the corner of exploding. cried for lotsa times. but luckily it didn't screw up at the end. instead, we got full marks!!*clap clap*

2. from 12th- 14th december 2008
i have aiwoqingnian camp in dongchan. well, it's a buddhist camp and i felt guilty because i didn't help my friends out for ANY preparation before the camp. even i have excuse such as finals and stuff, but still i felt bad. but anyways, the camp turned out well. we influenced the participants about our theme or concept for this year - we are family. the result was satisfying. they all got closer and closer with each other, and began to believe other people. this is the best thing throughout the camp. not forget to mention, i got flu in the camp, and lose all my voice.sob~~i sound like a frog!

3. from 13th- 18th december 2008
i have full day dance practice as we gonna have a performance on 19th dec. but actually i ffk my friends on 13 and 14th dec. 13th because i guessed they will not do anything yet. i know them well, they have the ability to organize things but the only weakness is they always do last minute job. and it's proven. they spent the whole day discussing and didn't learn ANY of the dance moves. then 14th dec i went for my undang test. thank godness i pass! yeah!after that, from 15th to 18th dec, we learned the dance moves and practice the whole day! i was sweating like crazy and my body ache as i seldom dance so much recently. plus, the performance was approaching, we have intensive practice, from 9am to 6pm. deduct lunch time and breaks, we practice for about 7 hours per day! it's freaking tired. my mom was nagging me at that crucial period which made me feel irritating. to make things worse, the dance was kinda tough. it's different from cheerleading, it is more to the combination of new jazz and hiphop. the song was only one minute, but we havta repeat some steps for a lot of times! i havta look SEXY and SEDUCING at the same time, which is the worst thing ever. ewww, cnt imagine JoJo look sexy...

3. from 19th to 21st december 2008
we have another camp. this camp is more complicated and a huge one. actually, it involves 13 areas in malaysia, like Ipoh, Segamat and so on. these 13 areas are the places that organize aiwoqingnian camp as well, it is somehow connected to my previous camp. we will have a performance competition and the best organized camp awards among these 13 areas. so allow me to come straight to the point, our performance won the most creativity award even we have done a lot of mistakes. then our area won another award as well on the next day of camp. we felt very bangga coz we are the only area that won TWO awards!hoho...

4. 22nd december 2008
my dad's birthday. and it's time to eat tong yuan. i plan to do it tomorrow for my family. maybe i will design a birthday card with photoshop for my dad? but my friends wana go shopping. should i follow them or shouldn't i?

5. 23rd december 2008
plan to go pyramid with chiausim and nicholas. i afraid that donkey loh auntie will ffk me coz she message me just now. i don't care. i wana shop for my cny clothes and buy a x'mas present for myself. thanks to my public speaking play which revolve around a X'mas theme, i am into the mood of celebrating X'mas for the first time in my life

6. 24th to 25th december 2008
become baby sitter. i really hate to become an elder sister. my family is going genting on X'mas eve. BUT, my parents are going for a concert, and i havta take care of my siblings, which means i cannot countdown with my KiSiao gang or other people in genting. i can only stay in hotel and keep my eyes on my brother and sister. hmmmpph, maybe i should accept abu's idea - bring my laptop, just in case they are annoying, i can still have fun with my MacBook. then maybe im gonna have another function at night after come back from genting?

7. 26th and 27th december 2008
cleaning up the house for CNY! even my maid always clean the house, there is still certain corner in my house that require renovate. i must help my family...so cannot have any better events

8. 28th december to 1st january 2009
i am free in this period of time. feel free to date me out, to prevent i rot at home. maybe i will finish all my kindaichi detective comics, watch dramas, and not forget to plan for student council. i have two posters on my way, but i don't have any inspiration yet. hopefully when im free, i will be able to design something. oh ya, anyone wana countdown for newyear? let me know k?

9. 2nd january 2009
a fully packed day in dongchan. will become volunteer and spend the whole night to cook porridge. yes, u r not color blind or short sightedness, PORRIDGE. y? i will update once i have done the activities.

10. 5th january 2009
back to college for orientation. haiz, again...


phew, i need to rest more in the holiday, but my schedule is filled with activities until next year. so wish me all the best!

tata~

tagged!

TAGGED!!

actually i realize about this tag game recently when i browse through my friends' blogs. but normally im a secret passerby, and i dun think they even know i read their blog. so i always laugh at those who keep tagging others and kena tagged. UNFORTUNATELY, now's my turn. okie let's start the list:

tagged by : Dear Ms. Vickie Foong

The rules:
-Link to your tagger and post these rules.

*List 8 random facts about yourself and tag 8 people.

1. short
2. outgoing
3. cheerful
4. extremely emotional
5. cute
6. talkative
7. friendly
8. crazy

1. Ah Yong
2. Ying Jiun
3. Chiau Sim
4. Michelle
5. Ivan
6. Jason
7. Jasmine
8. Tauyik

*YOU
-Name: Tan Ying Rou
-Name you wish you had: errr...im happy with my name
-What do people normally your name as: JoJo, Aning, Ahrou, rou rou
-Birthday: 9th October
-Bitrhplace: Klang
-Time of birth: Im not sure
-Single or taken: SINGLE (c'mon people haha)
-Zodiac sign: Libra


*YOUR APPEARANCE
-H0w tall are you: 155cm (sob)
-Wish you were taller: of course, obviously!!
-Eye colour: dark brown
-Current hair color: black with a little brown?
-Short or long hair: i love short hair!
-Ever dye your hair a bizarre color: err no?
-Last time you did something dramatic with you hair: dye my hair into light brown!
-Do you were make up: yeap i do
-Paint your nails: nope

*In a opposite gender
-What color eye: anything
-What color hair: errr, anything that suits him
-Shy or outgoing: outgoing duh?
-Serious or fun: both
-Older or younger than you: actually i dun mind guys younger than me, but i prefer him to be older
-A turn on: heh?
-A turn off: har??

*This and That
-Flowers or chocolates: chocolates
-Pepsi or coke: neither
-Rap or rock: rock
-Relationship or one night stand: relationship
-School or work: school
-Love or money: BOTH!!!muahaha
-Movie or music: movie
-Country or city: it depends
-Sunny or rainy days: sunny days good for activities, but rainy days good for sleeping!so...
-Friends or family: BOTH!!!

*Have you ever
-Lie: everyday
-Stole something: maybe?
-Smoked: A BIG NO NO!
-Hurt someone close to you: yeah i did
-Broke someone's heart: perhaps?
-Had you heart broken: yeap
-Wonder what was wrong with you: always
-Wish you were prince or princess: yea, when i was very little
-Like someone who was taken: yeap, and it happened recently
-Shaved your head: nooo...
-Used chopstick: of course!
-Sang in the mirror to yourself: err...not really. im not good in singing

*Favorites
-Flower: sunflower!!!with bloomss!
-Candy: super duper ultra sour candies!!!yummm
-Song: i always change my favorite songs
-Scent: not that indian scent (opps, im not racist!)
-Color:RED!!
-Movie: eagle eye, high school musical, etc
-Singer: Ayumi Hamasaki! currently addicted to Christina Aguilera
-Junk food: yea yeap yeap!!!
-Website: blogs, facebook, friendster, youtube
-Location: Jenjarom, casa, dongchan
-Animal: CATS, miowwww
-Ever cried over someone: once, and i swear i will never do that again!
-Is there anything you wish you could change about yourself: a lot, like my hot temper, my apperance and etc
-Do you think you're attractive: maybe? haha, ask my admirers!!*sound so arrogant*
-If you had to choose a fairytale as your life what would you choose: not really believe in fairy tales

whoa...it takes me half an hour to answer!thanks vickie and i dun wana be tagged again!!!

finals over

Finals over! no more exam! and what's waiting for me now is HOLIDAY!

when i reflect on the whole semester, i realized that i have learned something more than i had expected. as i have expected at the beginning of semester, i will learn something new in my general psychology. indeed, i learned something, well not only something, is A LOT! i understand myself better now as in i know how people behave and why they behave under certain circumstances. i discovered i have BIPOLAR DISORDER, which is an abnormal psychological disorder includes series of manic and depression attack. okie, in short, i have severe mood swing. it is iNHERITED! now i know where i get this from haha.

by the way, i learned more than the academic achievements - events. this semester is the semester filled with events. from GMC, i was the cheerleader performer. well, i used to enjoy it very much but now i quit temporary as i feel i cannot afford it anymore. after that i have YOUTH BEATS talkshow. i was the fundraising leader for the talkshow, which suppose to brainstorm idea and try to raise fund. yeah well, it's a good experience for me, because i know how to deal with people from different background, especially when they weren't standing at my side. besides, i have my student council event - freshie party (again), car wash and etc. deep in my heart, i apologize that i didn't put lotsa effort in organizing SC event this semester, because too many events are on call, and they are my First priority!

on the other hand, friendship is what i gained too! KiSiaoUnited, if you follow my previous blog psot, you will know what i mean. (grin) we had launched a so-called "company" for our very HUGE gang of friends. and ur hum, i am the CEO. haha. despite of the company, we had developed a...complicated family tree in our clique. allow me to skip this because it is too...okie...complicated. i got to know new friends too! i didn't know about Lucille, Reuben they all in my first semester. they are seniors. i was living happily in my small world of friends before i knew them. they created an impact in my life because they are my role model and i wana be just like them in the future.

in other words, FAE is what i gained in this sem. F- friendship, A- academic performance, E- events. i appreciate all the support that i received, as well as obstacles and criticism. because they allow me to think beyond what i am now. i believe, all the tears that i had shed in this sem are worthiness! really, they WORTH!

and HAPPY HOLIDAY!

i am a Mac user!

logo for Mac


I am a Mac user now. i bought my very first MacBook yesterday! *clap clap*

well, i was influenced by Ivan, the Mac addict, who is also the junior sales in Machine @Sunway Pyramid. he always use his baby - his Mac to do all the graphic design as well as helping me with student council videos. the design and the fancy functions of Mac had grabbed my attention. compared to the other laptop that i used, (currently im using compaq), Mac is definitely taking over them, especially its appearance. it is WHITE! white indicate purity and sophisticated to me. i admit that the main reason i got addicted to Mac is because of the white design. i realise that i always captivated by those white color technology appliances. like my phone, a white w580i.

but normally, i will just stare at his Mac without second thought because MacBook is not that "economical" for me. what happened was, there's a sale in conjuction to the one year anniversary in Machine @ Sunway Pyramid. the refurbrished unit for MacBook cost only RM2799! can u see that? it is only 2000+ instead of RM3000 something! chiausim and i were tempted! because both of us always seek help from Ivan for all the design works. and somehow we felt guilty because all those are student council thingy but Ivan is not even member of student council! by the way, MacBook is much more glamour and artistic compared to the rest. so we came up with an excuse that our current laptops are senior citizens which can hardly function properly. (which is also a truth) and finally, WE BOUGHT MACBOOK!

dang! our MacBook!


i keep dreaming about my new baby from the day i just bought it. maybe i don't look that excited, but somehow my blood is pumping fast and adrenaline is rushing within me! i am extremely EXCITED!!!i was trying my very best to control my excitement and hormones. i can't use MacBook now because at the moment i start playing with it, i will be distracted from my studies. and finals is coming! how can i procrastinate?! so, solemnly i put my baby into its box, and insert it into the plastic bag. after that i hide it under my study desk. i havta keep my eyes away from it, otherwise my studies will be hanging on the air, and i can even foresee my result if i don't concentrate on my studies. i havta remind myself that, after finals, i can do whatever i like with my baby! so Mac is not only my new companion in college, but also my motive to keep me studying!

i really Can't wait to use it!

and now, i wana assure that, i am proud to be a Mac USER!*smile*

signing out to study! wish me all the best!

Alcohol

i drank alcohol for the very first time in my life this afternoon. surprise? yeah i felt the same too! thanks to ella, amelia, abu they all.

this afternoon, i was very very upset. really. something bad happened in the morning, i don't wana recall the memories any more. it's just too...how to say? the criticism which was more than my capacity. and i really felt tired, or exhausted. commitment is not the main criteria, attitude of people is worse than ever. i felt tired, really tired. and what you can guess is, i cried again.

i can barely stop crying this time. i had withstand all the things throughout the semester and finally i burst into tears. it was actually a good thing, because i cried instead of behave aggressively. whenever i tried to stop, another person will come and ask, "why you cry?", and the tears will shed again. this routine was repeated for 3 or 4 times today, i couldn't really remember.

what happened next was, i followed ella to her unit in sunway together with amelia, mabeline, felicia, abu and ivan. they all played with ella's puppy, which is very cute and noisy (but i didn't dare to touch him, please la, i afraid of dogs k? even he is a small puppy, he is still a dog!). so i was screaming around and hide behind anyone's back, and prayed that the puppy will never approach me. but abu, he purposely asked the puppy to get me. for no special reason the puppy was damn obedient. he kept approaching me! maybe he found interesting because somebody was running away from him and screaming non stop.

i was very tired because i cried a little too much, i felt emo as well. so they passed me the blueberry flavor alcoholic drink. hey, it's tasty k? it doesn't taste like alcohol, because it consists of only 5% alcohol. it tastes more to juice or soda. i drank only one quarter of the bottle (how much is one quarter of 275ml? count yourself) then i felt dizzy. seriously, headche and dizzy at the same time. so i fall asleep.

i wana insist that i wasn't drunk! i just felt headache and sleepy because i cried. so abu, stop teasing me k?

YOUTH BEATS is over!!

YOUTH BEATS finally end!!! after few months of preparation, this talkshow turned out to a blast and major success!

first of all, i will start with my story the day before the talkshow. chiausim stayed over at my unit because the next day we must be in the college at 7.30am. so in the evening, she wan me to accompany her to buy formal shirt to be worn on talkshow. as she has only the 101 shirt and wear it a lot of times for her presentations? nevermind, after helping a little to decorate the lobby for talkshow, we way up to sunway. in the meanwhile, i feel like i am more to a mother than a friend who suppose to give her advice. after she has chosen one shirt, she straight away pay it and wana leave without checking it.

"wait! let me check got dirts or any torn out or not?" i said
checking checking...
"hey here's a little bit dirty, do you have new ones?" i asked salesperson.
RELUCTANTLY, he gave me the new one. checking checking...
"hey here also quite dirty..."
another new one, and found dirt again. change!!
that person was quite furious and impatient d. i saw he was trying to control his anger. so what? I AM THE CUSTOMER!
at the end, she finally bought her so-called "Clean" shirt after opening 3 packs of new shirts! i am more likely to behave as a mother than a friend man!

after that, we went back to college to take our things. *actually funny things happened when we were waiting for the bus! for more information, check: kisiaounited.blogspot.com* and we felt tired, so sat in SC for a while. KONONNYA for a while, we actually sat there for half an hour. and kept talking about our high school life. very funny, suddenly recalled of our GENIUS FRIEND. then keep guessing how they study last time. when we suddenly realised that we had been stayed in college for too long, it was RAINING HEAVILY! but we still have to go back casa right? so chiausim with miniskirt and heels ran with me in the rain. n felt so sorry for our gen psy book. in order to protect us from some of the happy raindrops, they had sacrificed their last page. the last page was all WET and gonna torn soon. sorry to justin's and leonard's book.

by the way, we still kept talking last night. we were so bored that she turned on webcam with ivan. then 3 of us were like ohh, very boring la. what are you doing? those kind of stuff. chiausim was being extremely emotional. from very happy, kept laughing to damn angry and keep saying the F-language. and come back to hyper kisiao after lett drop by my unit. we took very funny pictures and videos. *anything please check kisiaounited.blogspot.com, we upload pictures there.* and watch funny videos in youtube. hence, we slept at 2am++ and woke up at 6am. it was really a difficult task for me to wake up. we actually snoozed for at least half an hour. and we were using the same ring tone!*it's avril lavigne's girl friend, excuse me it's only coincidence!* we always have the similar thoughts and do the same thing together. then we woke up with seriously swollen eyes! haha

reaching college around 7.40am. sorry for the Malaysian timing. im just too proud to become a Malaysian therefore i follow our culture. haha, michelle was already there. taking attendance and our tag. everyone is wearing very formal today! girls dressed up with miniskirts, heels and make up!!there's a lot of hot chicks in my class! while for guys, most of them looked like salesman with the ties! nicholas they all reached college 9 sumthing. before i got into my place to start working, i still managed to take pictures with them. nah, narcissistic ma!

i was the time keeper for the talkshow, so do michelle. our job is, sitting right in front of the stage , remind the speakers about the limitation of time. we had to show the cue cuts with " WRAP UP" , "5 MINUTES LFET" & "10MINUTES LEFT". hence, we had to pay full attention throughout the talkshow no matter it is a boring one or interesting one. EFFECTIVE LISTENING.
there!my cue cuts！from left: michelle, jojo chiausim with "WRAP UP" cue cuts!

first 2 speakers were JFK and Joel Neo with the topic: youth today. they shared about their experience deal with youths, opinion about PDA- public display of affection and so on. this was a good beginning for the talkshow because JFK can speak very well and humorous (Hitz. FM DJ ), while Joel Neo even he can't speak as well as JFK, his model body figure gain himself some marks! omg, he look like one of the korean artist whom i can't remember his name!
HE'S HOTTTTTT!!!

as what i said, he's HOT!!especially the deep dimple on his face when he smiled!!oh no, he's unavailable!

i worked very happy for the very first part of the talkshow. but, starting from the second part, i felt sleepy. okie, i know i know, Dr. Zaitun is our honor guest, but her way to deliver information was too idealistic, or rather too scientific. she's a psychologist and also a phd holder for hypnosis analysis. so she explained narcissistic generation with her psychologist's view that...err, i don't want to say, it will be offense. and anyways, one of our speaker couldn't make it today without any reasons! i really hate those who are unable to keep their promises! last minute, our savers: DR STEVEN(our head of department) came to save us! he was one of the mysterious guest after our host mentioned about the absence of the speaker. at least his appearance did not let the whole talk turned out to a bored one. last but not least, i had to mention about our host a.k.a our classmate - ANDREW NETTO! he was a really really great host! he was able to make everyone in the house to pay attention and humorous! he was like doing one man show! and thanks to him, our talkshow did not seem very messy due to the last minute absence of speaker. and how could i forget? LUCILLE!!she is the chairman for the talkshow, eerr okie, chairwomen. i don't wana have stereotype. she was an organized leader that gather everyone together to run this talkshow and make a major success for the show. she was not only a leader, she was already upgraded to a emotional support for everyone. when everyone was frustrated over something, she was there to chill everyone; when i felt demotivated for my fund raising project, she was the one who supported me all the way! thanks lucille, you are the best leader that i had ever met! and i hope i can be like you in the future! ROLE MODEL!!haha, special thanks to lett too! she did help a lot in my own fund raising project. and cheer me up when i felt gloomy. thanks lett!

the talkshow end. im gonna miss everyone. as what our classmate wrote, a bond named FRIENDSHIP had attached on everyone. i did not know any of the seniors in my previous sem, but i knew them now and worked together with them! i will miss the days!! thanks everyone!

MUET is over!

finally, MUET is over!!whoo-hoo!!~~ *clap clap*

this morning i was sitting for the remaining 3 papers of MUET, reading, writing and listening. early in the morning,(yeah very very early) i had to sit for the reading test. bloody donkey, there was about 6 or 7 passages which were SUPER DUPER LONG! excuse me, everyone was just waking up, maybe some were rubbing their eyes in order to keep them awake (okie i admit, i am one of them). the reading test was pretty tough i think. the questions were not straight forward, and as what i said, the passage was very long that i distracted or swayed away half way i read it. suffering man, my eyes were so painful and going to close while reading. i think they have to change the system that either writing or listening come first. i mean those which don't need too much attention in reading. okie, after simply answering the reading test, comes to writing and listening. in my opinion la, both of these were quite easy compared to the reading test. my writing part finished 10 minutes earlier than the expected time, still got time to count how many words i wrote haha. maybe got a lot of inspiration at that time. lucky. i crap a lot as usual, and i guessed i had written 800 plus yeah man. hopefully not too many grammar mistakes. listening was rather easier than we practiced in college. the format changed a little, that we were required to fill in the blanks instead if just MCQ questions. i think this is better, coz the question will be more straight forward. relax relax i thought *smile*. hopefully, i can get band 4 lo, if no i can't also blame anyone. bcoz i didn't really prepare for MUET, the day before i even dozed off at 10pm! what happened had happened. just wait for it...

anyways, i learned something new in the reading test. there was one particular passage mentioned about a book entitled: Women who think too much. just wana share with you guys.
there's 3 types of thinking too much:
1. chaotic overthinking. : when you leap from anxious-making topic to anxious-making topic. worry about too many things that are actually not about to happen.

2. rant-and-rave overthinking. when some slight preys on our mind and we get angrier and more upset, imagining what we will do or say no to perpetrators, ringing up our friends and moaning about them, full of wounded pride and righteous fury.

3. life-on-their-own overthinking. : involves feeling low and then imagining it's because you feel down that you have no friends, and soon you will be sacked from work because you are so revolting, and so on until you have imagined yourself living outside the castle walls in a cardboard box.

hopefully none of you all suffer from these overthinking symptoms. by the way, my pencil case just got stolen yesterday. stupid fellow, he opened my bag when i was squezzing to get on bus. my purse and pencil case were putting at the same place. luckily he was a stupid one, or else now my purse will also gone. but that was my favorite pencil case that followed me to all the important exams like PMR, SPM and finals. my favorite pens also lost!!seriously donkey!!!

tons of work to do

i have many things to do right now. study for finals, presentation, forum, debate, play, cheerleading and so many things more!!!

im getting so tensed and can't stop myself from being lazy. i mean, not really very lazy, but to do things at last minute. i wasn't getting very good marks for my gen psy mid term, because i misjudged the essay question, so loss 5 marks over there. although my overall marks are still 13 over 15, i was not satisfied. not because i wana compete with other people, i felt angry of myself. i guessed i have been underestimated the subjects since i got the highest mark for my first quiz, so i didn't put so much effort as what had i done for the first quiz. can't blame anyone isn't it? so i havta start off my engine now!!! 5 chapters for finals!!

neways, i feel all the works are on my shoulder now. can u imagine? im gonna have 3 presentation, 1 debate, 1 speech and an assignment of minimum 1200 words on the same week! what is this man? i will get psycho some day, sooner or later i guess.

i would like to upload my pictures in GMC, but too bad, it takes years to upload. so, just forget about it!haha

Global Music Carnival

AVES's girls!!!before make up, look so NATURAL~~
sorry for the late update of Global Music Carnival. i was kinda busy over my studies past few days, yeah, straight away continue my studies the day after GMC. before i start off with, GMC was really a blast for everyone!!impressive and wonderful! that's the feedforward message, or rather a preview of my story as below.

okie, on 1st of November, we would have our rehearsal on 1.30pm on the stage. but i couldn't sleep up too late, because kinda used to the daily routine that woke up at 7.15am everyday. so i reached college around 11.30am, two hours before the rehearsal. it was already very crowded, because the rest of GMC people were busy setting booth for their respective cultures. jess they all in china booth, nicholas in spain, lett in dutch and many many more. i saw them busy putting up their costume, arrange their master piece, and passed the excitement around. i wasn't that excited at the morning, but they all spread their exhilaration to me, and i feel EXCITED too! finally, on that night, im gonna perform!!

after a few practices, we were called up to make up at 4th floor. make up artist and hairs stylist were sponsored. we went up, changed into our cheer uniform and started to sit on the chair for make up. damn it! i have never tried this before, even my previous grand performance, they would never make up for so long!!! i was like, lifting my head on the air, stared at the make up artist who was concentrating in concealing my dark circles and started to dream. very very super long!!!i sat there for at least 20 minutes if im not mistaken. but luckily it was a good one, or else i rather jump down from 4th floor. my eyes looked extremely BIG, which is a good thing haha. after that, a so-called "MIRACLE" happened. i was wondering how the hell my hair can be done? so short and so resilient, as it will barely spike even with lotsa wax. HOWEVER, miracle did happen! the awesome-est hair stylist made it! she set my hair and it looked great. aiks, i dono how to describe, but a picture will say a thousand words. a big big hand to them!!!
after my make over. amazingly my hair can spike like this man!!but i look like 20 over, or some auntie who is going to attend wedding.
JOJO and jean (after make up)
jess and jojo after make up!
jojo and wailoong after make up
jojo n wen shern after make up
yayy, ah nic kor kor and jojo
JOJO , leit and christine. after the performance.

stretched, stretched and STRETCHED! we kept doing this while waiting for our turn. i had no idea how was the routine down there, because we were getting nervous. i prayed inside and felt a little better. wen shern's girl friend was here too. i felt a little sorry, or more to embarrass, because i danced the couple dance with wen shern in the cheer and i was afraid that she will jealous or something. how if she come and slap me, say that: "how dare you touched my boy friend?!" imagination flied through my mind, and.......NOTHING happened.

finally, it's our turn. we went down by VIP elevators. and noticed that actually only half of the venue was filled. nevermind, we will still perform even left only one audience. after waiting for years (the indian traditional dance before us was...too artistic and slow...), it's our turn to get on stage! i realized that whenever i got nervous, i tend to smile a lot. so it happened again, by the time i just stepped on the stage, my confident boosted and felt calmer like no after. i could see my friend stood just in front of the stage and cheered for me. i smiled. soon the music played, very LOUDLY and aroused the crowd!!we had done it well. everyone did their very best, girls shook their ass as much as they can, be even sexier than we used to be and the crowd ROAR!!!whoo-hoo~~i felt blissful because i didn't fall at the last stunt, the shoulder stunt. as i had muscular pain on my tight. luckily everything went fine.

last but not least, the climax of the night!! after i changed my uniform, but still wearing the super duper short cheer mini skirt, i joined my kisiao gang at the dance floor. the band was actually nothing, the PA system was great. everyone was very high and danced as in clubbing. i realized that May was really a seducing dancer that she used all her body language to lure guys. whoa, i felt *swallow my saliva* even im a girl man. tiffany did the same too. but not too much like May did la. haha, after that, Kristy and Jason, my daddy and mommy danced the couple dance, my daddy damn shy and didn't even dare to hold my mommy's waist. she was like shouting (because the music was too loud) "HOLD ME TIGHT!" wow, everyone turned their head to them. akaka, the floor was meant to be ours, i mean our kisiao united gang. most of the audience left after our cheer performance, so no much people left. all were our gang, sarah's gang and a few gang which was quite happening. we danced, screamed, shouted and many more. found that most of them have potential to become diva, haha i discovered their blind self. next time kisiao united should organize such event like this. and i won the RM300 M.A.C cosmetic set!(allow me to skip the procedure how i won it. feel damn shy when thought of this haha) but i gave to Kristy this morning, because my daddy said that she wanted it DESPERATELY and i dun really need it. so yeah, i gave her the valuable set. and yeah, the last band of the night: BUS COMPANY was really awesome! like what ivan said, he never expected a college band to be so great, so do i. especially the drummer, even i dun really understand music, i knew that the drumer played well. smooth flow of beating the drums and looked so confident!!michelle said i could take picture with him as he was her friend. but end up i forgot, wasted! the whole thing end with dance floor. aaron n sean "suffle" (i dono how to spell it, apologize...) the only thing i can do was an O-shaped mouth. haha, they tried to pull me in their circle to dance as well. i did for a while and got very very exhausted. dono how they had such good stamina.

in a nutshell, haha GMC was A NIGHT TO REMEMBER!! actually without the crowd (left only around 30 or 40 people) who enjoyed, screamed and shouted throughout the event, it would never be a success! still thanks to those who sacrificed a lot for this event and thanks for their contribution!thanks thanks thanks!!

before i end, please do not forget about YOUTH BEATS!!our talkshow people!!i havta sell 5 tickets!!and 5 tickets are still lying happily in my wallet. so anyone wana come, just let me know k?and please support!!please please please!!rm3 per ticket and rm5 for 2 tickets!!


**actually more and more pictures c0ming in, im too lazy to upload all of them once. be patient, video be uploaded soon!!!

studying AGAIN

yayy!!watched high school musical again today, opps, i meant yesterday. haha, now is already 2.57am on 30th October 2008. October is going to end soon. time flies. i hoped i learned something throughout the time i had passed. huh? hopefully. *smile*

still wana promote high school musical 3!!it was seriously very, super duper, extremely, massively, or watever description is that, AWESOME!!we watched it with a different experience yesterday. because two shows were shown at the same time. the big screen was HSM3, Troy and Gabriella. right in front of us were Justin and Jean, the super lover dovey couple. muahaha, guess what we did? when they were like hugging each other, we disturbed them by making noise, whispered LOUDLY, and threw ICE on them. haha, lame right? that was ivan's idea, chiausim, michelle and rachel supported me, and yeah, i was the one who threw ice to them. muahahaha...


studying again. practiced my cheer in the evening, and i guessed not enough of warm up before practice, my leg cramped again. damn it! my arms and thighs cramped! painful wei. and i got injuries from previous practice. so i feel like the whole body was apart from me now. coz it was really painful. and again, this became my reason to take a nap straight after i reached my unit. planned to sleep 1 hour, but woke up 3 hours later. so i was afraid i will ruin my study plan, rushing to study till now. too energetic, coz slept too much. and yeah, studying is not only for exams. i study not only for exams but for myself. really learn a lot from psychology subjects. getting more and more interested in it. so i apologize here if i ignored or sound impatient when anyone of you chatted with me in msn. i really wana pay attention in my studies. and even i was not studying, i will be busy over other things like presentation, events and so on. so please don't question me whether i am free to chat or not. for sure i am not!

anyways, another news i received YESTERDAY. zac and vanessa got married already!!last weekend they got married at the beach. information from chiausim. quite sad actually, coz i just crushed on zac AGAIN (haha, normally a few weeks after i watch HSM series) then he got married. but both of them are cute, i stand at their side though i was quite upset *cry*. 21 and 20 years old. hopefully they can last long, i wished them insincerely. akakaka...

need to sleep. seriously very late now. see ya!!
*ashley tisdale is damn hot wei!!!

HSM3 vs GMC vs YOUTH BEATS

HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3
I am ADDICTED to HSM3! HIGH SCHOOL MUSICAL 3 is definitely the BEST movie of the whole HSM series without doubt! I really love the songs, the casts, and everything in this movie. yesterday, i went klang aeon to watch this with chiausim. it's different to watch with friends and family. if i watch with my family, that's sucks. it's just very odd. haha, anyways, this is the AWESOME-est movie that i had watched recently. chiausim and i were planning to watch again. right michelle? do u wana join us? again, i can't control my excitement when i watched it. i clapped, cheered (really i cheer in the cinema, it's just coming out unconsciously and i had forgotten that i was in the cinema not my home) and did a lot of sound effect like "awwww", "heh" and the list goes on and on. but shamefully, coz i went in late so i wasn't know about the audience at the beginning. when the movie ended, i realized that 70% of them are KIDS, with their parents who looked just awake. i was like, why most of them had a kind of blurr look? maybe because of age? did i look the same last time? haha...anyways, i guessed chiausim and i will be the oldest who enjoyed the movie in the cinema. n we plan to watch again! right michelle do u wana join us? oh ya, i am very curious that, why guys make a kind of nasty look when we girls were discussing about high schoool musical? why huh?


PROMOTING PROMOTING!!

GMC -Global Music Carnival

date: 1st November 2008
time: 6pm - 10pm
venue: lobby area of SEGi College Subang Jaya
ticket: rm10 for charity purpose
this is a MUSICAL EXTRAVAGANZA that includes dances,singing,cheerleading and band performances!!!!
P.S:: Jorida from SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE is there to hype the nite up too!


poster of YOUTH BEATS, designed by Ivan
YOUTH BEATS (this is my course project haha)
date: 15th November 2008
time: 10am - 12pm
venue: lobby, SEGi College Subang Jaya
price of ticket: RM3, buy 2 tickets at RM5 (PROMO PRICE!!)
We have fantastic Speakers to talk about hot topics which includes :
- Narcissistic Generations & Influences of Youths Today

** What is Narcissistic Generations?
- College students today more in love with themselves than any previous generation - a condition known as narcissism.


Speakers that will be joining us for this talk show will be :
*Dr. Zaiton Sulaiman- practising Psychologist
*Joel Neoh - Founder of Youth Malaysia & Winner of The Firm Season 1
*JFK (Johan Farid Khairuddin) - Hitz.fm Annoncer, E-Leader for the Asia Pacific region until 2010 (UN Global Alliance for ICT Development Strategic Council)
E-Ambassador for Malaysia [The Committee for ASEAN Youth Cooperation (CAYC)
*Kim Ong - Celebrity Blogger & Model

for more information, check out: http://www.effective-listening.blogspot.com/

fancy bookmarks are sold too!!have a look: dangX3

Right here Right now

Troy and Gabriella...they are just so SWEET!!

Hmm, yea
Hey yea

Can you imagine?
What could happen?
If we could have any dream
I wish this moment
Was ours to own it
And that it would never leave
Then I would thank a star
That made our wish come true (come true) oh yeah
Cause he knows that where you are
Is where I should be too

CHORUS:

Right here, right now
I’m looking at you and my heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything

Right here, I’ll promise you somehow
That tomorrow can wait for some other day to be (to be)
But right now there’s you and me

If this was forever what could be better?
We already proved it was
But in 2,123 hours abandon the universe
Gonna make you everything
In our whole world change (it’s our change, yeah)
And you know that where we are
Will never be the same oh no

CHORUS:
Right here, right now
I’m looking at you and my heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything

Right here, I promise you somehow
That tomorrow can wait for some other day to be (to be)
But right now there’s you and me

Oh we know its coming
And it’s coming fast
(As long when there’s you and me) (Oh yeah)
So let’s make the second last, make it last!

Right here, oh right now
Yeah, I’m looking at you and my heart loves the view
Cause you mean everything


Right here, I promise you somehow
That tomorrow can wait for some other day to be (to be)
But right now there’s you and me
(you and me)

Ohh you and me

But right now there’s you and… me!

FRESHIE PARTY is over

finally, freshie party is OVER!!!finally, after few days of dreaming about it, it turned up quite okie and reached my expectation, as in IN MY OPINION.

okie, start from beginning of the day. as i wanted everyone to gather at 9am, i afraid that i will be late. as a leader, i can't do so coz im da one who gave order. to avoid this to happen, i asked ah chan to call me up around 8am just in case i overslept. however, actually this was actually wasting of time. because i couldn't sleep well last night! i turned here and there, hide my face in the pillow, staring at the fan and just couldn't fall asleep!fine, i brought my pillow and slept in the living room. the sofa was way more harder and uncomfortable. then i fall asleep deeply and soundly. 7am in the morning i woke up, after 5 hours of sleep. my eyes were swollen like dono what, and i really reluctant to go college. chiausim called me at 7.30am, haha everyone was afraid that i will oversleep, but no worries, i went to college in time.

some of them were already there when i reached. i went sc room first to get all the materials needed for the game. cheewei was there and helped me out. we rehearsed the flow once again coz justin(the emcee) didn't attend the rehearsal yesterday. a few changes had made, and i was the person who keep track again. here, i really need to appreciate Harmonie for a lot of things. she was running up and down to settle and gather those involved in fashion show. asked them to wear their respectively letter for the word "STUDENT COUNCIL" and also brief them once more. she was very determined in doing this and really appreciated her heart. when it was 10.30am, our president was still sleeping at home, she began to be very nervous coz if he couldn't reach on time, she may need to give the speech. she kept asking me what to say and what to talk about. i said chill, just a few words, doesn't matter!she was still very nervous, and copied what i wanted her to say. haha, serious huh? and this is our STUDENT COUNCIL spirit! our VICE PRESIDENT!!yayy!!

the participants arrived slightly later than our expected time. understood, coz malaysian time ma. but we were running out of time, coz our schedule was actually very hectic as everyone having class at 1pm including me. we managed to start at 11.12am, which is 12 min later than the expected time. everything ran well i guessed. video, fashion show, games and so on. Justin and Billy were helping a lot in arousing the crowd. i felt relief when i found that they enjoyed the game session. i heard laughters and cheers all the way they played. that's sort of encouragement that: they enjoyed what i had planned!first half of the event ran smoothly, everything were still under controlled coz i was really strict with time. no wonder i become time keeper in another coming event. HOWEVER, the photograph session was a mess!!!arranging them into their position, estimate the angle, making funny faces and so on DRAG THE TIME!!i never expect this! supposingly, it should finish in5 mins time, but we used up 15min to take pictures!!so end up, the coming session became a mess too. some of the club were taking too long, some of them were passing the slide last minutes and etc. i kept standing at the back to give signal for them to stop talking, but i was not sure whether they saw ant. neways, we managed to end at 12.35pm, and sent them to 1st floor for refreshment. phew, i was seriously very relief. and appreciated those who contributed a lot: AH CHAN, CK, SOOWEI, LJ, NAIJIUN, AGAPE, CHEEWEI, HARMONIE,AMEETA, ANUSHA, TANESH, JEVIN, IVAN(even he's nt our member, he still gave a hand!) and etc. last but not least, CHIAUSIM and RACHEL. they managed to come after their muet speaking and they are my sense of security throughout the event. thanks lots.

i am EXHAUSTED. just woke up from 4 hrs nap. my housemates all felt surprise and shocked when they saw me dozed off few minutes after i reached home. today was such a day. it had ended in what i had expected. i guessed it's because of my prayers in pass few days haha. neways, another question for myself now: should i go US to proceed my studies? i am still thinking...

i couldn't take it!

yeah, i couldn't take it, it's already a fact that can't be changed. but i just couldn't take it, as in dun wana accept it. keep distracted from my studies bcoz of her.

curious of what i mentioned? well, it's actually not my story. my friend and her boyfriend broke up. dun do that kind of face, i know it is non of my business, but i just couldn't take it. i know for couples breaking up is kinda normal, and really quite common. but my response towards this friend is different. they had been hang up for 3 years plus. started from form 3 till this year. and i am the one who observe them from nothing till calling each other husband and wife, very lovey dovey. the memory was still fresh. i can still remember when we had just finished our PMR, we gonna have a performance. so while preparing for the performance, i realized that both of them like to stay away from others are they couple?lotsa people ask the question. so i confronted her and asked, she smiled and blushed when i mentioned him. she then revealed that they had hang out together, but not officially yet. okie, my friends and i decided to give her a hand, we wanted her to have a HEALTHY relationship with an official beginning. that day after our practice, we sat in a circle and began to play true an dare. i think it's fate, it was the guy's turn to have dare. we wanted him to express his LOVE to her in front of everyone. my friend blushed again and kept looking at the floor. i guessed she was very shy. the climax was the guy shouted loudly :" XXX, can u be my girlfriend?i like you very much and i wana protect u!" in front of us. if im nt mistaken, there was about 12 people witnessed his proposition. she smiled again and answered:"my answer ar...haha...of course Y-E-S la...haha" then she burst into tears. a little dramatic beginning. haha, but serious, i can still recognize the breeze on that day, whereby we saw them holding hands and walked away. we hope they can get together and happy forever. we really do.

they put lotsa effort in maintaining their relationship. we are the counselor and advisor for her. she shared her first kiss, first trip and many first experience that she had gone through with him our gang is her most supportive source especially when she feel like giving up. her father rejected her boyfriend and wana separate the love birds. as a solution, the guy moved to school near by our school(he can't transfer to our school coz we are all girls' school) so that he can go tuition center with her every week without her father's knowledge. and to make the story more dramatic, the guy accompanied her for tuition class even he's not taking the subject! my friend was a smart student that score well in her exam. the guy was influenced by her and began to study. he mentioned that, all this are for the sake of their future. wow...can u imagine how we feel when he said so? he was really a responsible guy and take care of my friend as she is the princess or anything! he can withstand all her childish acts and try to negotiate with her when she merajuk with PATIENT!!they were the best couple that i had ever met coz they dun really argue with each other. they understand each other well! we were so envy and made a deal among us that we wana find a boyfriend who can sacrifice for us like what her boyfriend did.

she entered college at the beginning of this year. that time her family finally accepted her boyfriend after 2 years. in the college, she's quite good looking that attracted lotsa guys in that college. they had their first quarrel bcoz she was quite close with another guy. he jealous over this guy bcoz he was better than her boyfriend in lotsa things, like physical appearance, wealth, n studies. i asked her, had u ever considered of giving up the relationship bcoz of the new guy? she admit that she was confused as she wana have better choice. but at the end, nothing happened. they still managed to get together. last time i saw both of them was in the end of august. we ate steamboat together, and both of them were still lovey dovey.

just now, when i checked through her friendster profile, i sensed something wrong. her shoutout mentioned about that she had cried over for the relationship and it's time to let go. i stunned for few seconds and noticed that she had changed her status from "in a relationship" to "single". after that, i found that he was removed from her featured friend list. BROKEN UP?1st thing pop into my mind. but i still couldn't take it. really, i need some time to think about it. memories flied through my mind and reminded me that something had changed, will never go back. what can i do? i really feel very despair. not only sad, more to despair...i could remember, the day that he shouted "can u be my girlfriend?" and she agreed with blushed face. i will always remember....

i just....cnt take it...for now...

frustrating day

another frustrating day. i don't know what's wrong with me, but i realize that i always get frustrated, or in my own words- pekcek easily.
today i was supposed to conduct the sc meeting as usual. tell them about freshie party once again and distribute the tickets. i thought everything will run smoothly under my expectation, like promo, selling tickets and the video presentation. however, okie i will emphasize this word: HOWEVER...nothing always follow ur wishes. serious. okie here goes. first the promo thingy, chan said he got several contacts of freshie which are quite close with him, that he want me not to worry about the sales of tickets. all the way we promote, the responses were good. when i asked questions, they answered with all those excited look n etc. wow, i proceed: "so u guys look interested in this freshie party, and i can guarantee that this party will give an impact in ur college life!anyone wana come??(smiling broadly)"...then no response....i said: (shocked) NO??NONE of u wana come?" then they sent a representative 2 say"okie, we will think about it." easie. simpy n nice. these words straight away pushed me down from my cloud. i was dreaming maybe this freshie party will be more fun than last time. a bad start for my day.

then, in SC meeting, chiausim was not there. i felt a little bit insecure, i need to stop this. can't depend on others too much. somebody taught me this long time ago. but i still conduct the meeting. distribute the tickets and it's compulsory for each of them for selling 2 tickets. i saw some of them complaining, it's too much!but i don't care. if a leader cares too much of how her or his member works, the leader will not be able to make decision. after that, another bad news bombarded me, and i couldn't think properly. jason couldn't make it on that day, same goes to kristy and jasmine. absence of jason caused my brain stop working and my heart stop beating for 1 or 2 second. he's nt special to me, please don't misunderstand. he's the emcee for freshie party!!the most important job throughout that event!! "WHAT???!!" i straight away shouted.i just can't control my emotion. i need to work on on this. then, the feeling of stress stroke me again. i felt worried, maybe over worried, rachel saw me different from usual. she tried to comfort me by saying not worry or something. end up, we get justin as emcee, acceptable. the problem of emcee done. settle

journal article for effective listening class was terrifying. we couldn't search for it since last 2 weeks. all the websites require credit card number, and our parents will never let us know the credit card number, coz they afraid that the website will charge on it. so nevermind, today is actually the due date for handing up the journal article, and the progress is like none. we searched some before, but all rejected. i was so pissed off and damn frustrated in searching this. finally, i got 2 journal articles that somehow QUITE related to our topic, and our lecturer accepted it. but accepted it as in we said this is the best that we could get. she had a mindset that we can get better articles. if so, provide us a better library la!!our library is like nothing and how can we get resources? but anyways, im glad that this problem was settled.phew...relief

coming up next, the worst thing ever after!!!we had to do a short video presentation for freshie party, as the survival kit. we introduced segi for the freshies and show them what they suppose to know as being a segi student. so we spent the whole afternoon recording this. we had a great time. me, chiausim n rachel played and recorded, i felt better after playing. we did something like a reporter or traveling channel shows. funny and interesting. BUT but but...i said that things just not happen like what u expected. after spending about three hours of recording, i was so tired coz we kept talking in that video. i was in a hurry that i wana transfer everything into my laptop. i remove the cd in jevin's handycam, and insert into my laptop. first thing: o bytes!!huh??i checked again??empty folder. O-K-I-E, where's the video. i put back into the handycam n checked: great, everything GONE!!!it's because this is not memory stick that will automatically save the video on it. need to format it in the handycam to save the videos in the cd. so now, 3 hours of hardwork gone!!!angry, upset and many frustrated feelings. i was angry of myself. y am i such an idiot to remove the thingy without asking jevin how the handycam function? y am i, as the leader who planned all this, such a clumsy person, that can accidentally erase hardwork of my team?it's impossible to happen on others right? so i guess i need to give up from handling all the leadership thingy. i will draw everyone into trouble...soree for bring trouble to chiausim, rachel n other sc members...

worst thing had gone, tomorrow will be fine, i hope. i'm a strong buddhist. i hope my strong religion beliefs can provide me the courage and confidence to cope all these. i pray that i can be stronger as in controlling my emotion. i pray that all these challenges or obstacles can bring the fruit of joy in my life in the future. i believe that i can do better, i really do.

okie, enough for writing all this rubbish haha...tomorrow i have my gen psy presentation. one of the most important presentation for me!!all the best!!

last minute of study

it's 2.18am in the morning, 13th october 2008. few more hours later i will be sitting in the class for my mid term paper- interpersonal communication. Again, i procrastinate everything and start off last minute work.yeah, AGAIN. 4 chapters will be coming out tomorrow, and i was supposed to revise it since saturday. BUT...checking mails, msn, my sister watching tv and etc made me distracted!! i didn't even open my book on saturday! this is not a good thing to be proud of. i was too lazy. who am i now? i'm wondering. studying is always my priority, and even in high schools i never tried to rushed 4 chapters in one day before!!what happened to me??

okie anyways, i just finished reading. take note, it's reading, not memorizing or anything. flipped through the chapters very briefly, hopefully unconciously, all these can stick into my mind, so i can throw them on my paper tomorrow. luckily it's mcq paper, not essay yet. phew...

i am really not good in burning mid night oil. seriously, this is not my forte. my eyes are so so so tired, and i can predict that my eyes will swell and budge like cow's eyes in the morning. what to do??i can't blame anyone. this is what i need to go through, from being lazy all the time. wish me luck!!

wonderful day for a start in writing blog

well, i acknowledge 2day as a wonderful day to start off with my blog. haha, actually i was planning to write this yesterday, straight after my celebration with friends. but err, procrastination did a very good job n i keep postponing till now. internet connection was down, n i was freaking tired and not feeling well. most probably because i swam n soaked in pool for too long. plus the wind blew damn strong yesterday!!*shivering again* haha...

okie aniways, i need to start from 9th october 2008. lotsa stories start from there. okie it's my birthday, i guess EVERYONE knows right?? *nodding head*. good, o else jojo will dash 2 your house n whack your head immediately!!(ivan got a lot of whacking from me lately soree ya haha)

it was on thursday. a sunny morning. opps, i should start from the exact time at which the day starts, 12am. i just finished my gen psy (damn tiring~~) on wednesday afternoon. WHAT A RELIEF??!! so because i was too tensed to study that subject for few days, my energy usage have came to a limit, that i couldn't stand it animore. i dozed off about 11.30something. i know message will keep coming in after clock strike 12am. that's y i slept earlier. coz i was too too tired!!okie, i may sound showing off for my gen psy but i need to tell u guys that i straight away enter stage 4 of sleeping, the deepest stage of sleep and does not respond to ANY STIMULI!!okie the storie start when my phone rang. before this i know there's message coming in, but i can ignore n UNAWARE of what's going on. but my phone rang continuously :

"bilibala bilibala tatatatata" (my ring tone)
"ÿerr..hmmm...err" (i was groaning and wake up reluctantly to grab my phone. damn it, my phone was far away from me!)
"e-lo..." (yawning)
"happy birthday to you, happy birthday to you,...(singing)" it was IVAN, my beloved son, but son who is always not alert of what's going on. dumb...he called n sang happily!!
"happy birthday mom!"
"hmmm..."
"are you sleeping?"
"hmm..."
"haiya, don't sleep la, it's your birthday!"
"hmm...why my birthday i cannot sleep?"
"because you are my mommy, so you cannot sleep"
what is this??!!"woi, purposely wake me up, n tell me this? thanks for the song but seriously i am very sleepy, i wana sleep."
"oh, are you going to sleep now?" stewpid question, duh!!obviously i AM!!!
but i answered "hmm..."
"okay la, you go sleep la. good night and happy birthday!"

and what happened next was, my phone keep ranging and i can still hear it!!because my message tone is very annoyed and loud, i hardly fall asleep, i know i cannot blame those who wished me, but i can blame ivan for waking me up, and let me hard to fall sleep again!!it's your fault ivan!!!
finally i slept, and woke up about 8am. see my phone, whoa gila wei. 20 messages!!! 20 messages in 1 night!!!amazing!!cool!!! thanks people thanks.

okie go on, i went pyramid with chiausim, may n ivan. (yeah, it's him) in the morning. i felt guilty to may because she's not feeling well, something like sore throat that she cannot talk. so we communicate by whispering. "may are you okie?" i asked (whispering). "okie la, no need to worry dear." she answered me, by whispering too. haha, funny. we watched eagle eye that day. chiausim came in slightly late because of the inefficient rapid kl bus driver. ish, pekcek-nya!!
but eagle eyes was really chunt!!! the storyline was good and the cast were good too!i love that actress. as the storie is somehow very fast and gan jiong, it attracted people's attention and desire to know the next scene. however, i think the "people" here go to me n chiausim only. because in the whole cinema (err... total of less than 20 people haha) just both of us keep making noise. "Oh shit!!why he got that call?!" "Oh my god, how can she make the train reverse?" "NO!!HE'S NOT THE BAD GUY!" and etc. n it's a common knowledge that chiausim speaks very loud. so can u imagine, we were so into that show, and the rest were so calm and watched it as it's a normal show. what is this?? n may keep turning her head to me, because im noisy too!!haha, laugh and discussed with chiausim. okie, a good experience of watching.

after that, we went for lunch. pizza hut. nothing special. we just borak nonsense like what we used to do everyday. but chiausim gave me dare. she wan me to get a boyfriend at my coming birthday next year. o-k-i-e, i was thinking, where the hell i can find a guy? segi?? obviously not!!after that, baskin robbin!!i craved for baskin robbin long time ago. it was september since my last date with baskin robbin. we bought rum raisin n strawberry cheesecake. i prefer the white chocolate and raspberry one, but no more. sob...
yeap, baskin robbin!!!oh yeah!!
and then, we went to take picture in asian avenue. that kind of da tou tie machine( photo taking machine). may was really expert in it, ivan looked like a girl, chiausim looked funny in certain shot n i looked damn chubby!!shit!! i was so tired designing the pictures, but may like relax and sambil lewa saja. okie, fine im not good at this haha...

went back to casa. meet up with nic they all. we planned to swim, but the guys played basketball. ish, nevermind, left me, chiausim, cally, jess, ilex and another nic swimming down there. we played, screamed and of course, our favorite, taking pictures.
i told you, i was freaking cold!!!
i went down to basket ball court too, n i saw balloons tied up and wrote"happy birthday jojo". sob, kinda touched! after swimming, everyone went to different unit to take bath. guys went to jason's unit and rachel chiausim came to mine. i took my bath and waited at my unit to go for dinner. suddenly when i was pressing my phone to reply all the greeting messages, everyone came into my unit. okie, maybe they just wanna gather in my unit before we go to eat. but again, lights off, and they sang birthday song for me. rachel brought a cake which she kept in my fridge. (y i dono??) and came to me. i was like, wow WONDERFUL, GREAT and dono what should i say. i thought the celebration will be just eating in summit n done because everyone having mid term in this week. everyone was buzy studying and preparing for their papers. i never expect a grand one, (i think is quite grand la) and 22 of them celebrate for me!!o thanks guys, i dono how to describe my feeling. this is weird because i used to talk a lot, but suddenly i lose my ability to talk and think. SURPRISE of the cake and the gift. cake was baked by rachel(thanks rachel), and the gift is a video produced by chiausim with the participation of everyone else. we took pictures, ate the cake( it tasted good! good job rachel), laughed and many more.


this is the video that produced by chiausim, which made me feel like crying. thanks guys

this will be the first time i celebrate my birthday without my family and my JENJAROM GANG. memorable, sweet and unforgetful day. i will not forget the day i became sweet 17, because of you guys. you all made the difference. beamed my birthday with sparkles. thanks michelle, chiausim, nicholas, may, ivan, wailoong. victor, jess, cally, yancy, yion, another nic(i should call him ah mok arh), jason, rachel, jasmine, joan, chan, billy, ilex, justin, jean and letticia for coming for the party. thanks another jasmine for her present. (it's a lovely red blouse!!a-ha, RED color!) and another guy for post laju a bag to my house. though i dun really like the design but appreciate his heart. hahaha...thanks....thanks for those who wished me!!

surprise!!i really looked surprise!!
my cake!can u see the word??it's HAPPY B'DAY JOJO!!muahahah..thanks rachel
my cake n present!!i look funny with the spec but who cares?
yeah i love this. a happy family portrait!!rachel (3rd mom), jason(daddy), jasmine(1st mom), ivan(son), jojo n chiausim
yay!!another 1~~
all girls attended that day
all the guys...hoho...we are muscular!!billy n ah mok looked funny hhaah

everyone!!!
FINALLY jojo and chiausim (dangx3)

end of my storie!!*clap clap*
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