Forever.

reading novels of Stephenie Meyer, she always mentioned about Immortality and Forever. Bella and Edward will live happily ever after, Bella and Edward will love each other FOREVER as they will not age. However, i wonder, is the term [FOREVER] exists in our real life, despite of the wonderful setting in the novel?

Do love last forever? do FRIENDSHIP, especially, last forever? i doubt.

Friendship, based on what I've learned, is defined as a productive interpersonal relationship between minimum two parties, and it involves mutual positive regards. Friendship build on trust and believe. we believe our friends, forgive them if they've done something that hurt you, and also, we RELY on them. as time flies, friendship grows even more intimate and we would be getting closer to each other. close enough to self disclose some privacy stuff, like maybe guys, hot chick, gossip...close enough to share our problem, close enough to expect them to provide us some emotional support when we are upset.

yes, and that is what friends for! having friends by our side, is the best thing on the world! BEST FRIEND, stand the bigger portion in our daily life. it shouldn't fade by time, place or any other circumstances. Unfortunately, im facing this, right now.

i love friends. i have friends. and not to forget, i have BEST FRIENDS too! best friends are not only those always hang out with you, but those who will stay with you and the bond will never break even we are far apart. But now, the thing that i was afraid the most is happening. we DRIFT APART. it doesn't only exist in my nightmare, which caused me shed my tears on my pillow, but it happens right in front of me, in REAL LIFE. right now.

when?i am no longer feeling happy when i was standing beside you? those happiness and memories evaporated? when? i feel awkward that even thought i might not supposed to stand by your side? when? we lose our common topic and seem to treat each other like strangers?

betrayal? is that the word? no, it is not betrayal, because nothing had been done. i supposed that wasn't the right word. how about DISAPPOINTMENT? when i've started to lose my faith in you?

F.R.I.E.N.D.S L.A.S.T F.O.R.E.V.E.R?


*emo post, please ignore!