Reborn

love, double of joy, accompanied by double of pain.


i think it's time for me to start a new life. to move on. yes i should do so. but why, the emptiness. the memory.


ponder over these 8months, i could only remember all those good days. yes we do have fight. yes we do have cold war. but, we managed to go through it. and i could only think of the nice things that we had gone through.


when the sparks isn't there, i declare the death or, termination of this relationship.


yes i still love you. don't feel burden. i won't do anything else. im not a stalker either.


i miss the pasar malam
i miss the restaurants that u have brought me to
i miss the movies we watched
i miss the 8months of days.


unfortunately, im not being a very good gf, and let the sparks die off just like that.


maybe, now this is way better. i guess the feeling will fade away eventually.


i am strong.